Cold feet??

[Enjay]

O.K. I have a problem! I'm insecure, maybe, a little! Maybe alot! I have not gotten a letter from Sonny all week and I'm starting to have doubts!! If I have to bug him to write me now, what happens in a year? 3 years? 5 years? 7 years? When he comes home? If he has slowed down his writing, or stopped, what next? I am so lonely! During the week as well as the weekends! Am I being silly and just getting nervous? I wasn't like this when it was scheduled before and postponed! I have a funny feelinf in my stomach. Nerves? None of my friends can go so It'l be just my son and I. His brothers haven't called and his Mom is mad and might not let them go! So it feels like it's me and him against the world!! What am I feeling? Why? Help!! I'm usually so positive! Any feedback would be appreciated!! Thanks guys! I know just writing this will help. I'm feeling kinda guilty about having these feelings!

[Enjay]

Oh, and the wedding is tomorrow!!! Arghhh.......

[Phil in Paris]

Enjay calm down and concentrate on your wedding !!! Ok you haven't received a letter this week, BUT YOU'RE GONNA MARRY SONNY TOMORROW !!!
So just relax, or you're gonna ruin your make-up !!!!
All my best wishes for tomorrow, and a long lasting happiness !!
Love
Phil

[Lysbeth]

Aw, Enjay... my sweetie's been slacking with the letters in recent weeks too, maybe it's just this time of year! In fact when he called the other night he said sometimes he just has no concept of how much time has gone by. Maybe that's all it is w/ Sonny too...

[emme]

honey, remember monday was a no-mail day...i received three letters this week and i haven't written one...and no one here is gonna think i don't love lee because i haven't written (hush, phil!!!)...if your nerves are due to something more than the letter, listen to that...but if it's JUST that...i wouldn't worry. i've never really heard you worrying too much about your sweetie. i wish you all the best...if you need to talk about this...well, start typing...quick...! and we will do whatever we can!

hugs to you, enjay.
emme

[flygirlaa2]

Enjay, I think you just have the jitters. It happens. I only came close to getting married once and the day before was hell. I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep. hang in there, you'll get thru it. Please, please come home and tell us about the wedding. I am dying to know how it went and what it is like.

[Enjay]

I'm sure its just nerves! I haven't slept well for a week! But I don't know why I'm nervous! I guess not getting mail just makes me think thats what my life is going to be like forever! Staulking the mail lady and drooling on the mail box! lol I drive home from work everyday to check my mail cause I can't wait tell I get home! How sad is that?

[Mrs. H]

I believe we all go through that from time to time (wondering about the lack of mail and definetly stalking and drooling

Congrats on your upcoming wedding!!!
I never slept either before our big day, it is normal.

Alot of times, the guys get depressed and at other times there is nothing new to talk about regarding their situation due to the monotany of their lives.

Try to relax and enjoy your special day!

Blessings,
Tamara

[Enjay]

Thanks Tamara! You guys are great, really! Even if you do drool!! lol

[Lysbeth]

Enjay, I'll trade my cold feet for yours. Really. It's like 12 degrees here and mine are freezing.

Seriously - HAPPY WEDDING DAY! Have a blast, girl. Everything's gonna be all right.

Lys

[CrystalAnn]

I kno its frustrating, i havent been recieving letters as much either. I agree with lysbeth, maybe its this time of year, haha. Most people get nervous when thier wedding day is appraoching. Its natural. I think everything will be fine.
Hehe, i stalk my mailman too, lol. I wait for him on my porch. He thinks im nuts! Have a great wedding!!!!! Everything will be just fine. Have a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!
Crystal

[shalove]

i go through that too. i hardly get letters from tyrone anymore. you will be fine. just relax and let us know how it all goes. we will be waiting........... have a good day

[CrystalAnn]

How did everything go??????????