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i have a question how can i read bout christa pike any info on her and i dont think its right for some people to to cast judgement on others i think thats god job so lets leave that to him remember every body has an opoinion so lets respect that even if we dont agree we all are human we all make mistakes and everybody on this website should no that first hand cause that why we are here the people that are closest to us are so very human
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WOW. Like WOW. I was, where Christa is now. In a prison cell, where I surely was going to die, at the receiving end of all the worlds judgmental hatred and scorn. Strung up and burned alive as a modern day witch. No joke. Now, however, I am some place else, some place safe, some place where I belong and want to be, and where I can write all I want to you. So maybe I can put my own personal perspective on this. If I had given up, as fatigued and exhausted as I was, I would be dead today.

Bizarre shit happens in reality. I mean, really, really bizarre things; you never, ever see them coming. Its so bizarre, its almost like a dream, its surreal, like a nightmare happening in real time in reality. It always comes out of the blue, touches down like a tornado, and leaves untold wanton damage. It always happens on a beautiful day.

This is not my story, but I can make up a thousand such examples to illustrate how you could just as easily find yourself in Christas shoes.

Imagine this. Your life is going as it is, tomarrow is another day. You pick up your kids from school, have to zip by Walmart to get some milk and groceries and other odds and ends, the kids are begging you for McDonald's, you are asking them about their homework and how their day went, but you are thinking about some report at the office you've been working on. Coming off the offramp, some guy plows into your minivan in the side, throwing your kids around like rag dolls. Broken glass everhwhere, the world slows down. You are freaked beyond compare. One has blood running down his face, his eyes are pointing in wild directions. The other is coherent, scratched up, but crying. Cars are driving past dangerously close. You cut yourself on the glass trying to get them free of the bloody seatbelts, there's blood all over you. You're screaming at the other drive. And just like that, from nowhere, your life is about to be changed forever. The other driver feels terrible, he's trying to help you, but all you are doing is screaming at him to stay away. You can't get the buckle undone, he tries to help you, but you are so mad at him for ruining your day, for hurting your babies, for getting in the way, you push him, and the last thing you see are his eyes and his face as he tumbles back into traffic and is hit by a car and thrown a hundred feet down the road.

The jury sees it as cold blooded murder. That's how the prosecutor painted it. Even painted the wreck as your fault. A cell phone was found in the car with a call about the same time, maybe you were distracted, talking on the phone. Etc. You're in a prison cell. Not only have you lost your babies, you're whole life screeched to a halt, you have no idea how this train of events ensued, and suddenly made you the star actor in this macabre story. And your life is over. There's some freak crack head as your roommate in your prison cell, asking you to pull shotgun bullets out of her skin.

I can tell you a lot what its like in that prison cell... the sensory deprivation, the noise that drowns out your very thoughts, the claustrophobia, the stupidity... constant stupidity... the injustice... the anger that brews inside of you... and resentment... something inside of you dies after about a year and a half, no matter how hard you fight it... man was not built to survive in such a place. Eventually you want absolutely nothing more to do with humanity. You X yourself out just like Charles Manson did from society. Sounds funny, huh, you, a previous soccer mom.

You're not part of the world anymore. Not even part of the prison, because you reject it. You escape into your dreams and into yourself at night. You build a tent with your covers and hide under them, so you see nothing but covers, and then its easy to believe you are back home. You miss home like nothing before. You walk around carrying pictures of it. You long to touch a tree. You're family comes to visit you every two weeks, to keep you alive, because the food is garbage in there. They offer to buy you anything of candy out of the vending machines, but you want none of it, you are starving for protein, buy me a fake hamburger from them. Or two.


You know, most of the food we eat in America, is toxic.... the softdrinks, which are prevalent, are loaded with caffeine, and sugar, which depletes the body and mind of vitamins and minerals it needs to function properly, and the caffeine as you drink more of it makes you violent and angry. We are stressed, we are fatigued, we are abused, we are stressed by the school system, we are hungry, we are tired, all these things... in a toxic world.... its not hard to see that most of what has been passed off onto the individual holding them to be responsible for their actions 24/7, is impossible... in our toxic, polluted world. As a diabetic, I've had to learn 80% of the food in a grocery store is not food at all, but total toxic crap. Its not hard to believe that anything could be affecting her thought processes and deteriorating them at the moment she was swept up in the course of events of where she is today. Stupid idea in her head, something on television, way too much caffeine, marijuana, maybe even some drugs not even mentioned that are way worse...

While I was in prison I sat with murderers every day, to the left and to the right of me, and they are just people like you and me... in fact, I felt far safer with them... totally safe actually... no, the dangerous scary people were the ones who had grown up on the street as hustlers... stupid and crude and retarded. The murderers were people who in some weird moment of passion, got swept up in some weird chain of events of reality that lead to someone being killed.

And there were a lot of mental patients in there who didn't belong. I can think of no place worse than to put someone with mental illness. The place creates mental illness. You can have a Masters Degree and be super smart, but prison will wear youd own, it will turn you mad... and make you stupid. Your brain can't fight concrete and steel, its unyielding, just as if left out in the middle of the ocean, you can swim for a while, but eventually, the ocean will win and you will go under. It requires no effort for the ocean, but for you, you're muscles will grow weary and you won't be able to fight any more and you will go under.

Christa is in a place right now, where she will stand, to chose to divorce herself from humanity, and be forever seperated from it, or to stay with it. I myself, quit the program. I had family, friends, everybody write to me, send me beautiful things into a place where there was no beauty at all... but it was not enough. I myself died in there. I went under. That was many years ago, but today I walk around with a voice inside my head, that constantly repeats... I hate everybody, I don't want anything to do with humanity ever again.

And so I tend my flowers, and my trees, and my plants. They never hurt anybody. And all they ever want was what I wanted all my life... just to be left alone.

So you can burn Christa at the stake if you want to. As far as I know, the United States Government, and the State of Tennessee, have done far, far, greater crimes... (do a google search for American State Terrorism, and the Trail of Tears, for starters... oh yeah, and there was that whole Civil War thing to uphold slavery, and the concentration type prison camps in TN where prisoners died en masse). No, compared to their crimes, Christa, even if she is the worst any of you would make her out to be, is a saint compared to both those fictional entities. She's killed one... they have killed thousands of civilians (Oakridge TN Nuclear Bomb project, Hiroshima, Nagasaki... 300,000 men, women, and children melted and vaporirzed... ring a bell?).

I myself will stand with Christa, even though i don't know her, and defend her, when nobody else will. Because I've walked a mile in her shoes, where my own death was imminent and inevitable, to die in such a horrible place. These assholes who get up on their high horse and preach their sanctimonious shit, like their hands and their souls are clean and without sin... well, I got news for them. Their arrogance begs reality to make them the next target of its twisted spin. I chastise them only as a warning, to hold their tongue and protect themselves, and preach nor judge not, for I do not yet more tornadoes to touch down and take more humans down the path of destruction. Tornadoes are like that, they touch down, and the justice system is a farce, it does nothing to bring justice or healing, it only widens and spreads the damage to profit.

To the mother of the girl that was killed... what happened, was horrible. But this, it does not bring your girl back. It will not bring you satisfaction. Your anger will only burn, like resentment continues to burn in me, because you can not turn back time, you can not fight or stop and event that is already written. Its vexing and frustrating and it makes you want to cry, it makes you mad, it makes you just want to give up and lay down in some damn ditch and die. But this justice... system... is not... justice. Not only is one girl dead, but now two. Killing one girl, will not bring back the other, it will only double the suffering. Its already been multiplied a thousand times.

Christa needs to be released. And if there is to be justice, if she wants there to be justice, if you want there to be justice, she should be given the chance to do something, anything, to make it up to the other family. And they should give her a chance to do so. As a wise buddah said, anger is like a hot coal that you grasp ever tighter, wanting to throw at somebody. In the end, the only one that gets burned is you. Anger can never cease through more anger, or hatred through more hatred, or suffering through more suffering. Anger can only cease through love.

Its something my own heart, can not find the strength to believe in. But then, it is too late for me. Maybe, just maybe, it is not too late for the rest of you, caught up in this tornado of events of that fateful day, that reciprocates even now through history like a bad dream, its wavelets spreading out to touch me, even so very far away at the other end of the internet universe....

(do a search on youtube for a video 'psychetruth wisdom of the buddha'... I watch Sarah Swofford in the video over and over again, to try and understand the pain in my own heart... and how I could ever let go)

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No, I have never received any responses to several letters and cards I have sent to Christa Pike. If she is concerned about people selling her letters I can certainly understand--the main person who has been up to this sort of thing that I know of is a fellow named Ken Karnig who maintains a web site URL Removed please see PTO Rules and Policies. Until I, along with supporters of another prisoner managed to get the sale of such things banned, he was selling prisoners letters and similar items on eBay under the name "Supernaught". If Ms. Pike is not familiar with his name, she might want to watch out for him--he doesn't deserve the time of day.
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Is there a thread on here for this subject or similar? Have looked but cannot see anything. Just wondering, as it is something that piques my curiosity, in that whilst it is bad that there are people selling this 'murder memorabilia' stuff, it kinda makes you wonder exactly WHO is buying it and WHY and I feel we should be just as anxious to curb the buyers as the sellers.
I always think that if there were no demand for such a thing there would be no sellers y'know?
Makes you think.
Anyway I will keep looking through the forum, my sincere apologies if it is here and I haven't seen it! ( can't see for lookin' sometimes )

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I have found several threads/posts on what I was looking for...

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No idea whether the phenomenon of "murderabilia" has a thread anywhere on PTO, but I find it utterly incomprehensible. The fellow I mentioned above has an entire page of Charles Manson-related items, including dirt from one of the ranches he and his group stayed at. He also sells dirt from the site of Ed Gein's home, paintings by John Wayne Gacy, and material of pretty much every variety from all manner of high-profile prisoners, primarily murderers.

As you say, someone must buy the stuff or most likely he wouldn't keep his site running (at least, I presume it is still running). I do often wonder who the buyers might be, however. I just don't get it, myself. Of course, I don't understand why Charles Manson t-shirts and similar items are a perennial best-seller. I mean.....what's the appeal?
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Thankyou, yes I found some sites by the search keyword 'murder memorabilia'.
Yes it beggars belief at times that some people will buy stuff like that...I have been in the company of people before who think it is 'wow!' and 'excellent!' (their own words) that they can own a nail clipping or whatever from someone who committed a heinous crime.
I would love to do a study on such people...it would be a good one.
Anyway I have digressed off the original post about Ms Pike so apologies all.

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In truth I have long wanted a lock of hair from my friend, not because she is an accused criminal but for old-fashioned sentimental reasons. Not sure that everyone would understand. She is unable to send anything of the sort, so it's a moot point anyway.
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I do not see how big of a difference there is in writing to "celebrity" killers, or collecting "celebrity" killers' items.
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I would say the difference lies in motive. If you write to a high-profile criminal in the hope of getting an autograph (and surely, some people do), that's no different than buying something from the web sites mentioned above. Some of us here may have gone through that stage at some point. That said, there are a lot of people on this site who have deeply moving relationships with inmates, some of them of very long duration, some of them involving not only the barriers between prison and the outside but national boundaries as well.

It's impossible for me at least to lump anyone in the latter situation in with "collectors". We may be impractical, quixotic, and likely candidates for prayers to Saint Jude, but we're in it for the long haul. And in it for the heart, not for the wallet.
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I agree. If I ever get sufficiently motivated enough to do some serious research on the collectors of memorabilia I would also include those who deliberately seek to write the celeb killers.
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In truth I have long wanted a lock of hair from my friend, not because she is an accused criminal but for old-fashioned sentimental reasons. Not sure that everyone would understand. She is unable to send anything of the sort, so it's a moot point anyway.
I totally understand that actually, it is such a lovely thing to do if you cannot be with someone physically.

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I've written a few serial killers, primarily out of morbid fascination. And, I've "collected" thier artwork, because the ones who have sent me art, welll... are talented. I have not, nor will I ever SELL any of the items I've collected, nor will I ever BUY any from any of the murderabilia sites. I'm not against it, but it's not my thing to sell/buy...I'd rather develop a relationship of sorts with the person instead. My dearest friend, Daniel, was one that I wrote to, and he and I became very close...I loved him dearly. Of course, he has recently passed, and I will never forget him. So, tho I do collect out of morbid curiousity, my intentions are not meant to be demeaning or offensive to anyone, and I do value the relationships I have developed in the past years.

With that said...I don't think murderabilia should be illegal, nor do I think it is "wrong". The way I see it, to each their own. It's not my thing, but neither is collecting "Nazi" memorabilia, but I'm sure some ppl do it. Do I think that should be illegal? No. Do I agree with it? Not in the least, obviously. I can name quite a few sites that deal in murderabilia...supernaught, daisy7, and murderauction are the main ones. (The guy that runs murderauction...well, without going into details, 'cuz that will take forever...he is scum, a liar, and far worse...what he's put me and others thru due to his lies...*shaking head*). The way I see it...if you don't like it, don't google it or go looking for it. I don't like the "Nazi" thing, so I don't go looking for it, and therefore have not come across any.
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WOW. Like WOW. I was, where Christa is now. In a prison cell, where I surely was going to die, at the receiving end of all the worlds judgmental hatred and scorn. Strung up and burned alive as a modern day witch. No joke. Now, however, I am some place else, some place safe, some place where I belong and want to be, and where I can write all I want to you. So maybe I can put my own personal perspective on this. If I had given up, as fatigued and exhausted as I was, I would be dead today.

Bizarre shit happens in reality. I mean, really, really bizarre things; you never, ever see them coming. Its so bizarre, its almost like a dream, its surreal, like a nightmare happening in real time in reality. It always comes out of the blue, touches down like a tornado, and leaves untold wanton damage. It always happens on a beautiful day.

This is not my story, but I can make up a thousand such examples to illustrate how you could just as easily find yourself in Christas shoes.

Imagine this. Your life is going as it is, tomarrow is another day. You pick up your kids from school, have to zip by Walmart to get some milk and groceries and other odds and ends, the kids are begging you for McDonald's, you are asking them about their homework and how their day went, but you are thinking about some report at the office you've been working on. Coming off the offramp, some guy plows into your minivan in the side, throwing your kids around like rag dolls. Broken glass everhwhere, the world slows down. You are freaked beyond compare. One has blood running down his face, his eyes are pointing in wild directions. The other is coherent, scratched up, but crying. Cars are driving past dangerously close. You cut yourself on the glass trying to get them free of the bloody seatbelts, there's blood all over you. You're screaming at the other drive. And just like that, from nowhere, your life is about to be changed forever. The other driver feels terrible, he's trying to help you, but all you are doing is screaming at him to stay away. You can't get the buckle undone, he tries to help you, but you are so mad at him for ruining your day, for hurting your babies, for getting in the way, you push him, and the last thing you see are his eyes and his face as he tumbles back into traffic and is hit by a car and thrown a hundred feet down the road.

The jury sees it as cold blooded murder. That's how the prosecutor painted it. Even painted the wreck as your fault. A cell phone was found in the car with a call about the same time, maybe you were distracted, talking on the phone. Etc. You're in a prison cell. Not only have you lost your babies, you're whole life screeched to a halt, you have no idea how this train of events ensued, and suddenly made you the star actor in this macabre story. And your life is over. There's some freak crack head as your roommate in your prison cell, asking you to pull shotgun bullets out of her skin.

I can tell you a lot what its like in that prison cell... the sensory deprivation, the noise that drowns out your very thoughts, the claustrophobia, the stupidity... constant stupidity... the injustice... the anger that brews inside of you... and resentment... something inside of you dies after about a year and a half, no matter how hard you fight it... man was not built to survive in such a place. Eventually you want absolutely nothing more to do with humanity. You X yourself out just like Charles Manson did from society. Sounds funny, huh, you, a previous soccer mom.

You're not part of the world anymore. Not even part of the prison, because you reject it. You escape into your dreams and into yourself at night. You build a tent with your covers and hide under them, so you see nothing but covers, and then its easy to believe you are back home. You miss home like nothing before. You walk around carrying pictures of it. You long to touch a tree. You're family comes to visit you every two weeks, to keep you alive, because the food is garbage in there. They offer to buy you anything of candy out of the vending machines, but you want none of it, you are starving for protein, buy me a fake hamburger from them. Or two.


You know, most of the food we eat in America, is toxic.... the softdrinks, which are prevalent, are loaded with caffeine, and sugar, which depletes the body and mind of vitamins and minerals it needs to function properly, and the caffeine as you drink more of it makes you violent and angry. We are stressed, we are fatigued, we are abused, we are stressed by the school system, we are hungry, we are tired, all these things... in a toxic world.... its not hard to see that most of what has been passed off onto the individual holding them to be responsible for their actions 24/7, is impossible... in our toxic, polluted world. As a diabetic, I've had to learn 80% of the food in a grocery store is not food at all, but total toxic crap. Its not hard to believe that anything could be affecting her thought processes and deteriorating them at the moment she was swept up in the course of events of where she is today. Stupid idea in her head, something on television, way too much caffeine, marijuana, maybe even some drugs not even mentioned that are way worse...

While I was in prison I sat with murderers every day, to the left and to the right of me, and they are just people like you and me... in fact, I felt far safer with them... totally safe actually... no, the dangerous scary people were the ones who had grown up on the street as hustlers... stupid and crude and retarded. The murderers were people who in some weird moment of passion, got swept up in some weird chain of events of reality that lead to someone being killed.

And there were a lot of mental patients in there who didn't belong. I can think of no place worse than to put someone with mental illness. The place creates mental illness. You can have a Masters Degree and be super smart, but prison will wear youd own, it will turn you mad... and make you stupid. Your brain can't fight concrete and steel, its unyielding, just as if left out in the middle of the ocean, you can swim for a while, but eventually, the ocean will win and you will go under. It requires no effort for the ocean, but for you, you're muscles will grow weary and you won't be able to fight any more and you will go under.

Christa is in a place right now, where she will stand, to chose to divorce herself from humanity, and be forever seperated from it, or to stay with it. I myself, quit the program. I had family, friends, everybody write to me, send me beautiful things into a place where there was no beauty at all... but it was not enough. I myself died in there. I went under. That was many years ago, but today I walk around with a voice inside my head, that constantly repeats... I hate everybody, I don't want anything to do with humanity ever again.

And so I tend my flowers, and my trees, and my plants. They never hurt anybody. And all they ever want was what I wanted all my life... just to be left alone.

So you can burn Christa at the stake if you want to. As far as I know, the United States Government, and the State of Tennessee, have done far, far, greater crimes... (do a google search for American State Terrorism, and the Trail of Tears, for starters... oh yeah, and there was that whole Civil War thing to uphold slavery, and the concentration type prison camps in TN where prisoners died en masse). No, compared to their crimes, Christa, even if she is the worst any of you would make her out to be, is a saint compared to both those fictional entities. She's killed one... they have killed thousands of civilians (Oakridge TN Nuclear Bomb project, Hiroshima, Nagasaki... 300,000 men, women, and children melted and vaporirzed... ring a bell?).

I myself will stand with Christa, even though i don't know her, and defend her, when nobody else will. Because I've walked a mile in her shoes, where my own death was imminent and inevitable, to die in such a horrible place. These assholes who get up on their high horse and preach their sanctimonious shit, like their hands and their souls are clean and without sin... well, I got news for them. Their arrogance begs reality to make them the next target of its twisted spin. I chastise them only as a warning, to hold their tongue and protect themselves, and preach nor judge not, for I do not yet more tornadoes to touch down and take more humans down the path of destruction. Tornadoes are like that, they touch down, and the justice system is a farce, it does nothing to bring justice or healing, it only widens and spreads the damage to profit.

To the mother of the girl that was killed... what happened, was horrible. But this, it does not bring your girl back. It will not bring you satisfaction. Your anger will only burn, like resentment continues to burn in me, because you can not turn back time, you can not fight or stop and event that is already written. Its vexing and frustrating and it makes you want to cry, it makes you mad, it makes you just want to give up and lay down in some damn ditch and die. But this justice... system... is not... justice. Not only is one girl dead, but now two. Killing one girl, will not bring back the other, it will only double the suffering. Its already been multiplied a thousand times.

Christa needs to be released. And if there is to be justice, if she wants there to be justice, if you want there to be justice, she should be given the chance to do something, anything, to make it up to the other family. And they should give her a chance to do so. As a wise buddah said, anger is like a hot coal that you grasp ever tighter, wanting to throw at somebody. In the end, the only one that gets burned is you. Anger can never cease through more anger, or hatred through more hatred, or suffering through more suffering. Anger can only cease through love.

Its something my own heart, can not find the strength to believe in. But then, it is too late for me. Maybe, just maybe, it is not too late for the rest of you, caught up in this tornado of events of that fateful day, that reciprocates even now through history like a bad dream, its wavelets spreading out to touch me, even so very far away at the other end of the internet universe....

(do a search on youtube for a video 'psychetruth wisdom of the buddha'... I watch Sarah Swofford in the video over and over again, to try and understand the pain in my own heart... and how I could ever let go)
reading your post..i have to say you are either a sympathizer of murders or a complete idiot. what christa pike did was murder an innocent person. SHE SHOULD NOT BE RELEASED FROM PRISON. she should spent every day for the rest of her life in prison. people who murder people for no reason...death is too easy and that's what most of them want. to die so they dont have to live with what they have done.
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I've written a few serial killers, primarily out of morbid fascination. And, I've "collected" thier artwork, because the ones who have sent me art, welll... are talented. I have not, nor will I ever SELL any of the items I've collected, nor will I ever BUY any from any of the murderabilia sites. I'm not against it, but it's not my thing to sell/buy...I'd rather develop a relationship of sorts with the person instead. My dearest friend, Daniel, was one that I wrote to, and he and I became very close...I loved him dearly. Of course, he has recently passed, and I will never forget him. So, tho I do collect out of morbid curiousity, my intentions are not meant to be demeaning or offensive to anyone, and I do value the relationships I have developed in the past years.

With that said...I don't think murderabilia should be illegal, nor do I think it is "wrong". The way I see it, to each their own. It's not my thing, but neither is collecting "Nazi" memorabilia, but I'm sure some ppl do it. Do I think that should be illegal? No. Do I agree with it? Not in the least, obviously. I can name quite a few sites that deal in murderabilia...supernaught, daisy7, and murderauction are the main ones. (The guy that runs murderauction...well, without going into details, 'cuz that will take forever...he is scum, a liar, and far worse...what he's put me and others thru due to his lies...*shaking head*). The way I see it...if you don't like it, don't google it or go looking for it. I don't like the "Nazi" thing, so I don't go looking for it, and therefore have not come across any.
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This may not be entirely relevant, but I recall reading some years ago that one of the world's leading collectors of Nazi documents and autographs was/is Jewish. Asked about the obvious irony and why he took such an interest in his collection, he replied: "it's like having the head of the hunter on the wall instead of the hunted".

As I said, not a parallel situation, but possibly some insight into the thought behind it.
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This may not be entirely relevant, but I recall reading some years ago that one of the world's leading collectors of Nazi documents and autographs was/is Jewish. Asked about the obvious irony and why he took such an interest in his collection, he replied: "it's like having the head of the hunter on the wall instead of the hunted".

As I said, not a parallel situation, but possibly some insight into the thought behind it.
I wonder what his reasoning was behind his statement? I can't figure it out. I mean I know about a hunter having an animal ( he had despatched ) 'trophy' on his wall, but what about the Jewish collector?...is it perhaps to signify that he has triumphed over the Nazis' persecution of his kind by having the coj*nes to possess their symbols etc in his house or what ? Is that a triumph? Is it kinda like the recovering alcoholic who hasn't had a drink in 10 years keeping a bottle of whiskey in his house and taking it out every now and then to look at it ? I don't know, I'm only guessing. ....
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Didn't Christa Pike actually want her appeals dropped at one time or another? I could be thinking about some other Female Death Inmate.
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Didn't Christa Pike actually want her appeals dropped at one time or another? I could be thinking about some other Female Death Inmate.
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You know,I just saw the case on ID where Pike killed the job corps girl,and I can't believe she did that.But I still disagree with the death penalty.I think she should be in max security prison for the rest of her life.And believe me,I am so against murder.My sister was murdered by her hubby in 2002 and that was the worst thing in my life,until now.My baby broither and fahter in federal prison for crack charges,4.12 grams to be exact.But none of us believe in murder.
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Why should she get off because she is a female?! I see real trials and the females get off or real little sentences while the male gets long sentences. Sometimes even when the female did the actual killing/crime! I also notice the cops or people will say,"She was such a pretty girl", and they are gung -ho to find the killer. It's like it's worse if you are pretty(or usually young, skinny, half-naked) and get raped or killed. I've never heard anyone say, That's so awful! She was such an ugly girl. Or old or fat. Ya gotta body and share and you can LITERALLY get away with murder. It's ridiculous!!! And I think people CAN be messed up if they have been raised bad! Everyone has a different brain. They can go thru the same thing and have different traits because of it. NO ONE can say they went thru a worse childhood and came out fine and so should others!!! We ALL have different reactions and abilities and react differntly. I was raped, but didn't become a slut or ho like a lot of girls do. But I can still see why another girl would! I don't say,"Well, I was raped and I'M NOT a ho." Ot affects each one differently. I DO wish they would try to help themselves,tho. Try talking or a counselor or meds if that helps. I just like it better when someone tries. And I believe some may try very hard and still not be able to change. But there again, each is different.

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It is sad that this altercation happened between Christa Pike and Patricia Jones. Unfortunately, this is going to make it much more difficult for Christa during her appeals process. I had once anticipated a possible commutation on account of Christa's age and the fact that she is a female, but it's looking more doubtful with each incident that takes place there in prison. What can possibly be done for Christa at this point?

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Saying someone did something wrong is NOT judging them. That's just saying,"You did something wrong." When a cop gives a person a ticket, he isn't judging you. He's just saying you did something wrong, you broke the law. If you believe in God, then she broke God's law and man's law. If not, then she still broke man's law. It's the way people always say,"God loves the sinner, but hates the sin." True. I love my kids and punished them when they broke my rules. I never thought of it as judging them.And I didn't quit loving them because they did something bad. A lot of people use that as an excuse because they don't want to be told they are doing something bad/wrong. They don't want to be accused and it's TRUE. So they always say,"You're JUDGING me." No, just saying what you did was wrong/bad. A lot of people can't admit they did something wrong/bad.

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i have a question how can i read bout christa pike any info on her and i dont think its right for some people to to cast judgement on others i think thats god job so lets leave that to him remember every body has an opoinion so lets respect that even if we dont agree we all are human we all make mistakes and everybody on this website should no that first hand cause that why we are here the people that are closest to us are so very human
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I lived in Knoxville, right near UT when this crime happened. The fact of the matter is that Ms. Pike was a very young, very inexperienced person at the time of the crime. We're also talking Job Corps students, both as perps and as the victim. We're talking young people who didn't have really nice home lives before going to Job Corps. Should she get off because she's female? No. She should do life because she was young, and stupid, and in love, and had no real foundation in life. I would also hope for a chance for parole. But, then, I hope that for all young people who are defined by one horrific act committed as a teenager.
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I don't believe anyone has stated on this forum that Christa Pike should "get off" (she has been in prison how long now and certainly is not behaving in a manner which would lead a parole board, if applicable, to consider her release). I have not seen anyone claiming that she did not do anything wrong. This is a support forum, not a baiting forum. If you are going to attempt to start arguments, at least begin your efforts with a statement that has some basis in fact. And if you truly are only able to see and think in black and white (e.g., the insinuated "Christa Pike will either be executed or released, nothing else is possible"), you might want to consider therapy. You'll get a lot more out of life.
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