My Prison Love Story-Special thanks to NAEBOO2010

[datgutta904]

FIRST AND FOREMOST I'D LIKE TO THANK NAEBOO2010 FOR WRITING HER BEAUTIFUL STORY AND INSPIRING ME TO WRITE MINE. I AM SENDING MINE TO MY FIANCE SO IT IS IN A DIFFERENT TYPE OF PERSON, I GUESS 1ST PERSON LOL.. HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY AND MAYBE I CAN INSPIRE SOMEONE TO WRITE THEIR STORY.. (SORRY IT'S SO LONG)
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Though trials and tribulations, sickness and in health, richer or poorer, our vows have not been voiced as of yet but the words spoken between us are deeper than words rehearsed and repeated by zillions. When those words were uttered that you’d be behind bars until 2010 I thought my life, your life, our life was over. I cried until I could no longer cry anymore, but never lost sight of our end result. Our life, our unborn children, our happy and sad times to come. For the past years I’ve lived off letters, faith, and memories. The happy memories as well as the sad, the good as well as the bad. Love is what woke me up in the morning and memories of your voice put me to sleep. The letters helped me get through the rough spurts that I had. At the beginning of each letter it was only but a simple piece of blank paper. How can you stitch love into the seams of a piece of paper? How can this paper obtain love, feelings, and emotions? How can one letter light up even the worst of days? As I sit and ponder on how to express my self completely to you so that you may understand me with out the simple touch, the simple expressions, the stare, and the moment to try and identify my feelings and decide whether or not they are true. You must feel my whole demeanor through simple words that mean nothing alone but mean EVERYTHING together. Through this sentence I’ve receive many weird stares and funny looks behind the statement that “ My man is in the system” and “I will not cheat nor leave him,” I know I have now become a better woman because of it. I’ve learned not to care what others think about us or our situation. This has helped me to understand what it means to truly love someone unconditionally, to understand someone, and to fully give myself to someone and trust that they will not hurt me. I am a strong woman who stands behind her man, and no one can change that! I’ve found myself within you. I understand me because of you. I don’t care what people think about our situation because it’s none of their business as well as not as bad as it could have been. What if I would have lost the love of my life forever? What if instead of letters, court dates, and visitations, I was visiting your tombstone with flowers, and lighting candles in your remembrance? What if there was no date for you to come home and you were completely gone? So I sit down and think what have I lost since May 1st, 2006? I’ve lost time, money, friends, and family, but had you been out here, those things could not have changed. All the same people would have passed away as well as the time still passing. Money is something that is always spent regardless of the situation. But what have I gained? I’ve gained an emotional relationship (vs. a physical), a box full of letters, cards, and pictures, friendships with girls that are going through the same situation (prison talk.com), a love for my mailbox, and a man who has grown from a boy and is achieving to do better things in life. To be completely honest their were days when I wanted to up and say forget this, he is never gone change, I’ve cried way to much, it’s to much stress. Then I’d receive a letter reminding me exactly who I was thinking of turning my back on. I couldn’t do such a thing my love is far to deep. I never thought in a million years that I’d be in love with so one that they would become my best friend as well as my man. Finally our time with the system is almost over and on April 29, 2010 our happily ever after will begin and I will finally meet my new and reformed man. The man who for so long, longed to touch, hear, hug, and kiss. I’ve gotten those butterflies already the same ones I would get when I knew you were going to sneak in the window at night. My love has not dimmed over the years, it has only grown to a bigger flame that can never be blown out. I’ve always agreed that Patience is a virtue, but now I know. I’ve waited for you and in return I will receive the best gift, Everlasting love. As I count down the months, weeks, days, minutes, and seconds till you come home my heart becomes content. We finally will bask in the glory of what God created for us and what he intended man and woman to be. I asked God to show me a sign that me and you will work through it all once you come home and I had been over looking a scripture that has popped up everywhere I looked this week, he was showing me the sign but I kept looking away, but now I realized that we will work it through. Before this week I had never seen this verse so I know God was showing me something. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails....And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8a and 13

[BooBoo<3]

This was absolutely beautiful! thank you so much for sharing this with all of us. I am left with goosbumps. I admire you gutta..i really do..and im so happy for your homecoming. You deserve it. Your strength is contagious..and have inspired me to possibly write my own. again, this was truly beautiful. He's gonna love it.

CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!

[He's girl]

Originally Posted by datgutta904

FIRST AND FOREMOST I'D LIKE TO THANK NAEBOO2010 FOR WRITING HER BEAUTIFUL STORY AND INSPIRING ME TO WRITE MINE. I AM SENDING MINE TO MY FIANCE SO IT IS IN A DIFFERENT TYPE OF PERSON, I GUESS 1ST PERSON LOL.. HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY AND MAYBE I CAN INSPIRE SOMEONE TO WRITE THEIR STORY.. (SORRY IT'S SO LONG)

Though trials and tribulations, sickness and in health, richer or poorer, our vows have not been voiced as of yet but the words spoken between us are deeper than words rehearsed and repeated by zillions. When those words were uttered that you’d be behind bars until 2010 I thought my life, your life, our life was over. I cried until I could no longer cry anymore, but never lost sight of our end result. Our life, our unborn children, our happy and sad times to come. For the past years I’ve lived off letters, faith, and memories. The happy memories as well as the sad, the good as well as the bad. Love is what woke me up in the morning and memories of your voice put me to sleep. The letters helped me get through the rough spurts that I had. At the beginning of each letter it was only but a simple piece of blank paper. How can you stitch love into the seams of a piece of paper? How can this paper obtain love, feelings, and emotions? How can one letter light up even the worst of days? As I sit and ponder on how to express my self completely to you so that you may understand me with out the simple touch, the simple expressions, the stare, and the moment to try and identify my feelings and decide whether or not they are true. You must feel my whole demeanor through simple words that mean nothing alone but mean EVERYTHING together. Through this sentence I’ve receive many weird stares and funny looks behind the statement that “ My man is in the system” and “I will not cheat nor leave him,” I know I have now become a better woman because of it. I’ve learned not to care what others think about us or our situation. This has helped me to understand what it means to truly love someone unconditionally, to understand someone, and to fully give myself to someone and trust that they will not hurt me. I am a strong woman who stands behind her man, and no one can change that! I’ve found myself within you. I understand me because of you. I don’t care what people think about our situation because it’s none of their business as well as not as bad as it could have been. What if I would have lost the love of my life forever? What if instead of letters, court dates, and visitations, I was visiting your tombstone with flowers, and lighting candles in your remembrance? What if there was no date for you to come home and you were completely gone? So I sit down and think what have I lost since May 1st, 2006? I’ve lost time, money, friends, and family, but had you been out here, those things could not have changed. All the same people would have passed away as well as the time still passing. Money is something that is always spent regardless of the situation. But what have I gained? I’ve gained an emotional relationship (vs. a physical), a box full of letters, cards, and pictures, friendships with girls that are going through the same situation (prison talk.com), a love for my mailbox, and a man who has grown from a boy and is achieving to do better things in life. To be completely honest their were days when I wanted to up and say forget this, he is never gone change, I’ve cried way to much, it’s to much stress. Then I’d receive a letter reminding me exactly who I was thinking of turning my back on. I couldn’t do such a thing my love is far to deep. I never thought in a million years that I’d be in love with so one that they would become my best friend as well as my man. Finally our time with the system is almost over and on April 29, 2010 our happily ever after will begin and I will finally meet my new and reformed man. The man who for so long, longed to touch, hear, hug, and kiss. I’ve gotten those butterflies already the same ones I would get when I knew you were going to sneak in the window at night. My love has not dimmed over the years, it has only grown to a bigger flame that can never be blown out. I’ve always agreed that Patience is a virtue, but now I know. I’ve waited for you and in return I will receive the best gift, Everlasting love. As I count down the months, weeks, days, minutes, and seconds till you come home my heart becomes content. We finally will bask in the glory of what God created for us and what he intended man and woman to be. I asked God to show me a sign that me and you will work through it all once you come home and I had been over looking a scripture that has popped up everywhere I looked this week, he was showing me the sign but I kept looking away, but now I realized that we will work it through. Before this week I had never seen this verse so I know God was showing me something. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails....And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8a and 13

Gutta, that was beautiful!!! I am so happy for you girl. You better stay in touch with all us crazy mail ladies!!!
Be blessed!!!!!
Lisa

[He's girl]

I see you Moses, Ale, Neener!!!!

[Moses'Guera]

Gutta, Girl you brought tears to my eyes.... That was so beautiful.
Thank you for posting it!

[Moses'Guera]

Originally Posted by He's girl

I see you Moses, Ale, Neener!!!!

Huh?? lol

[BooBoo<3]

she "sees" you lmao... meaning she sees ya browsing the story

[Moses'Guera]

Originally Posted by BooBoo<3

she "sees" you lmao... meaning she sees ya browsing the story

OHHHH!!!! ok i was confused

[datgutta904]

I knew my ladies would be here.. Lol.. I love you guys.. and of course I will be keeping in touch!! Thank you soooo much ladies!!!

[Dennisgirl]

Awww. Thanks for sharing your story. You brought me to tears. That is unconditional love at its best. Way to for girl!! Keep up the good work.

[baby_ bird]

Awww I love your story, it's beautiful!!

[emv95]

wow that was beautiful! thanks for sharing

[kiddsgirl4life]

Awesome!!!!

[MarriedSince08]

Beautiful story, you know we all relate....this situation is for warriors,strong fearless women.... I watched the prison wives show on the ID channel last night and I was so touched by this woman name latoya...for the ones who seen it...you understand..but anyways, our stories should all come out because we are in the same book and its surely a best seller.

[sking777]

Originally Posted by datgutta904

FIRST AND FOREMOST I'D LIKE TO THANK NAEBOO2010 FOR WRITING HER BEAUTIFUL STORY AND INSPIRING ME TO WRITE MINE. I AM SENDING MINE TO MY FIANCE SO IT IS IN A DIFFERENT TYPE OF PERSON, I GUESS 1ST PERSON LOL.. HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY AND MAYBE I CAN INSPIRE SOMEONE TO WRITE THEIR STORY.. (SORRY IT'S SO LONG)
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Though trials and tribulations, sickness and in health, richer or poorer, our vows have not been voiced as of yet but the words spoken between us are deeper than words rehearsed and repeated by zillions. When those words were uttered that you’d be behind bars until 2010 I thought my life, your life, our life was over. I cried until I could no longer cry anymore, but never lost sight of our end result. Our life, our unborn children, our happy and sad times to come. For the past years I’ve lived off letters, faith, and memories. The happy memories as well as the sad, the good as well as the bad. Love is what woke me up in the morning and memories of your voice put me to sleep. The letters helped me get through the rough spurts that I had. At the beginning of each letter it was only but a simple piece of blank paper. How can you stitch love into the seams of a piece of paper? How can this paper obtain love, feelings, and emotions? How can one letter light up even the worst of days? As I sit and ponder on how to express my self completely to you so that you may understand me with out the simple touch, the simple expressions, the stare, and the moment to try and identify my feelings and decide whether or not they are true. You must feel my whole demeanor through simple words that mean nothing alone but mean EVERYTHING together. Through this sentence I’ve receive many weird stares and funny looks behind the statement that “ My man is in the system” and “I will not cheat nor leave him,” I know I have now become a better woman because of it. I’ve learned not to care what others think about us or our situation. This has helped me to understand what it means to truly love someone unconditionally, to understand someone, and to fully give myself to someone and trust that they will not hurt me. I am a strong woman who stands behind her man, and no one can change that! I’ve found myself within you. I understand me because of you. I don’t care what people think about our situation because it’s none of their business as well as not as bad as it could have been. What if I would have lost the love of my life forever? What if instead of letters, court dates, and visitations, I was visiting your tombstone with flowers, and lighting candles in your remembrance? What if there was no date for you to come home and you were completely gone? So I sit down and think what have I lost since May 1st, 2006? I’ve lost time, money, friends, and family, but had you been out here, those things could not have changed. All the same people would have passed away as well as the time still passing. Money is something that is always spent regardless of the situation. But what have I gained? I’ve gained an emotional relationship (vs. a physical), a box full of letters, cards, and pictures, friendships with girls that are going through the same situation (prison talk.com), a love for my mailbox, and a man who has grown from a boy and is achieving to do better things in life. To be completely honest their were days when I wanted to up and say forget this, he is never gone change, I’ve cried way to much, it’s to much stress. Then I’d receive a letter reminding me exactly who I was thinking of turning my back on. I couldn’t do such a thing my love is far to deep. I never thought in a million years that I’d be in love with so one that they would become my best friend as well as my man. Finally our time with the system is almost over and on April 29, 2010 our happily ever after will begin and I will finally meet my new and reformed man. The man who for so long, longed to touch, hear, hug, and kiss. I’ve gotten those butterflies already the same ones I would get when I knew you were going to sneak in the window at night. My love has not dimmed over the years, it has only grown to a bigger flame that can never be blown out. I’ve always agreed that Patience is a virtue, but now I know. I’ve waited for you and in return I will receive the best gift, Everlasting love. As I count down the months, weeks, days, minutes, and seconds till you come home my heart becomes content. We finally will bask in the glory of what God created for us and what he intended man and woman to be. I asked God to show me a sign that me and you will work through it all once you come home and I had been over looking a scripture that has popped up everywhere I looked this week, he was showing me the sign but I kept looking away, but now I realized that we will work it through. Before this week I had never seen this verse so I know God was showing me something. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails....And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. 1 Corinthians 13:4-8a and 13

that is beautiful, how inspiring!!!!