Something I wrote that helps me

[Daybrake]

i would like to share a letter i wrote on my last night in prison.it ryms how ever it is not a poem.....locked away like a animal motherly instinks kick in.wondering in my miend where my habit began.not ever wanting it yet needing it so ,a veary strong erge i could not control.my god and girls are my stringht how ever drugs made me weak.being sent to prison made me think! sorrow,pain,regret,gilt and remorse helpad me to finaly open the doors.staying clean will always be my goal.if not ,back here is where i will go.needing my kids my life and me,i feel proud that i am on my way to being drug free.this is my FIGHT that only can win yes it will be a fight to the END.....daybrake hang this in the bath room and read it when you are not wanting to take your meds.remember where you ended up last time.never forget your past how ever do not take it in to your fucture...........i do read it every morning no matter if it is a good day or bad it makes me remember,if there is any one who is going through this and you need to shair experiance stringht and hope you can e-mail me or pm me.i check my mail every hr except after 6pm.i don't go out side veary offten so i am always home.i volenteer at a mission every other week.this comming week is volenteer week but i will be home after 1pm.thanks for your replysto i miss my girls and may god bless us all.

[grouchpotato]

May God bless you. I live close by in Sumter county. 25? is that for posts to get into chat?

[ksue]

Hi
I have a brother that was in Waterree and now is at Lee county. He has a drug problem and is spending time for it. He is a wonderful person and very smart, but the drug got him and he couldnt let it go. He had everything and now has nothing. but I love him and know everyday is a stuggle for him. I will always be here for him. I just wish there were no drugs. I enjoyed what you wrote and keep your head up and just keep praying. GOD WILL GET YOU THOUGH