Dealing with my husband being so depressed, he says he's at his lowest point in his life.. Im struggling cause I hate to see him down,, & he doesnt do it intentionally but he kinda pushes me away without even knowing. . I know he loves me && I love him dearly nd I know he stressed cause of the time && I am too but we gotta make the best of it !! He skeptical about me leaving him during his bid, only cause he listens to others inmates sob story and he gets doubtful, but I dont know what ELSE to do to proove my love or how to get both of us past this little bump on our long journey. .
Yeah, men come at me but I have my married name across my chest && my husband is well known around town so they already know ! I feel like if I wanted to cheat I wouldnt have got my tattoo across my chest so they already know im tooken. . .
My guy is going through a major depression too. At this point he says he wishes I would go,he wishes he had the strength to let me go. He says he doesn't think he'll ever have the desire to live again. What can I do when he says that and when I know he has 11 years ahead of him? I'm right there with you girl. Just be strong for him like you have been doing, and pray that someday he finds his strength through the darkness. ((HUGS))
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders. ~Jewish Proverb
Yea I picked up his property at the county jail and I side it there was a picture of 3 girls that had been cut out of the local paper. My thoughts...he was whackin off to it. He wasn't allowed pictures in there and that the first thing I thought of....I asked him and of course he denied it. He said it was his cell mates. That's probably a lie but he was missing his journal and birthday cards...he assumes his cell mate has it. So maybe he is telling me the truth. I mean....I can't get mad. I have plenty of visual stimulation out here. But now he is n state and he can get our pictures
My boyfriend wrote me those exact words in the last letter you know "Im at the lowest point in my life & your what keeps me going on" I had no idea he was that depressed, he hides it so well. Makes me feel like shit, I should know this.
BUT IT'S JUST A TEMPORARY HIGH, CAUSE WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES, IM SOMEWHERE WITH YOU