Most of the time, I don't notice it anymore. But on those anniversary days - it comes back. Sometimes with a time delay
Given that he died of cancer, which he would have died of whether he was in prison or not, I'm glad that he got to "steal" 7 years back from DOC. But it's still a hard day. And there are always all those unanswered questions. I've gotten better at accepting that I will never have the answers to them, but they're still there.