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Old 09-30-2017, 04:23 PM
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Had to cancel a visit today because of intense back pain following a procedure. Felt bad about cancelling, felt bad because of pain and have felt increasingly concerned that something went amuck when they did it because it shouldn't feel like this.

I have fallen into panic mode the last few days. My faith isn't strong right now and I know it. I feel angry and overwhelmed. But my husband called today and dropped one rule on me (his smart@ss told me he'd tell me the other 12 next time he calls...lol): don't panic.

Sounds easy, right? Don't panic. But right now that seems to be all I'm capable of. But that's our God working through him, using him to remind me that He's got this. No lie, I'm still all worked up. But I'm trying. I'm trying to hear those words and take an extra deep breath.

Anyone wanna breathe with me?