HOW D I ALLOW MYSELF TO GO OUT AND HAVE A LITTLE FUN? EVERY THURSDAY THE GIRLS FROM MY WORK GO OUT TO A LOCAL BAR JUST TO RELAX AND TALK BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO COME UP WITH SOME EXCUSE ON WHY I CANT GO. ALL THAT I CAN THINK ABOUT IS BILLY SITTING IN HIS CELL BY HIMSELF AND IT BREAKS MY HEART. IM SO DEPRESSED CAUSE IV LOST ALL MY FRIENDS AND I KNOW IT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER TO GO OUT AND HAVE A LITTLE FUN AND MAYBE MAKE A FEW NEW FRIENDS BUT I CANT CAUSE I FEEL SO BAD....HAS ANYONE FELT LIKE THIS OR DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY ADVICE 4 ME??:confused: :confused:

HOW D I ALLOW MYSELF TO GO OUT AND HAVE A LITTLE FUN? EVERY THURSDAY THE GIRLS FROM MY WORK GO OUT TO A LOCAL BAR JUST TO RELAX AND TALK BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO COME UP WITH SOME EXCUSE ON WHY I CANT GO. ALL THAT I CAN THINK ABOUT IS BILLY SITTING IN HIS CELL BY HIMSELF AND IT BREAKS MY HEART. IM SO DEPRESSED CAUSE IV LOST ALL MY FRIENDS AND I KNOW IT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL BETTER TO GO OUT AND HAVE A LITTLE FUN AND MAYBE MAKE A FEW NEW FRIENDS BUT I CANT CAUSE I FEEL SO BAD....HAS ANYONE FELT LIKE THIS OR DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY ADVICE 4 ME??:confused: :confused:
when i go out with the girls i only think the whole time how much bettter it would be if vic were with me. i also telll him i went and missed him but that we wlll be able to go there ourself one day.that has worked for us for he dosnt want me to just sit at home waiting on him to enjoy life.my telling him where i went with who eases any thoughts he might have about me being with another guy while hes gone.and im sure your billy would not want you to just sit at home all he time he would probaly be happy you are living your life you should talk to him about how you feel when the girkls ask you out.i think only a controlling man would want his woman to stay home go no whhere have no friends or fun.