Hi everyone

I'm new here,the site was recommended by a friend. I feel bad posting my first message with such a negative theme. Does anyone write with an inmate on deathrow Arizona? I sure could do with someone to talk with. After a long friendship I've just found out I have been played and it hurts. Anyone else been through the same? And how did you deal with it?
Thanks for all your help!

I don't have any friends in Arizona, but your situation is not a new one. It does hurt when you give everything to someone and they basically laugh in your face. I had a 3 year relationship with someone and the last 6 months were hell. I went to visit and was treated like an inconvenience to him. After alot of thought I ended the relationship and I'm still hurting from the decision I made, but I'm not wondering where I stand with him anymore. Time really does heal and it sounds like that is what you need right now. Feel free to PM me anytime if you just want to talk.

Somedays I feel as if I'm being used like when he tells me he was writing to someone 's mom that owes him money and that he was flirting with her in a letter to get her phone # but he wanted to tell me before someone else did. if that was the case why didn't he just have me call her. I have spoke with her before.and his letters are starting to change now that he is due out in january. and before it was we will do this and we will do that.now it's I myself when I get out. all the things he will have to do ect... you have to watch your heart anytime you deal with someone in prison. cause they will do alot of things and say alot of things that tehy wouldn't do on the outs. they don't want to lose that outside feed line. money on there books, visits,taking care of there business on the outs. So there going to tell you what they think you want to hear. So open both eyes as wide as you can keep them if you still want to go on. keep your heart in a safe place. I know it hurts it hurts bad!!!!!!but time will find a way to heel it's self. and look to the new good things are ahead.you can't make someone love you no matter how much you want it. good luck to you. boobbetrap