09-10-2004, 08:53 PM
Bub just called and a "friend" of his just went up for parole (DWI) and he got a open date.God i just pray he gets approved.I am the type of person that hates to feel like i "need" someone well i do believe i need my husband.Not only be-cuz I miss him, but we have 5 kids, i love them with my whole heart but i do NEED him here to help me w/ them. My oldest is a 13 yr. old girl (God help me!)i am having a real hard time w/ her now that Dad aint here.All ido is argue with her.. she thinks she is `18 not 13. I actually tried asking for help from his mom the only help she gave was tring to keep all my kids. Im sorry for rambling on like this im just totally Stressed out.I have wrote a few letters to the board, i just dont know if they will help any.Then there is my 7 yr. old girl she is getting to the age where she knows just to much.Our 2 youngest 5yr... 4 yrs.. are well normal 4 & 5 yr. old boys. My oldest boy he is a great help to me... he is the "MAN of the house" .Thank you all for this site... It always helps me !God Bless..