Ohhhh boy, I waited for this??? Brian is so depressed, I am worried about him, he is so beating himself up....OHHHH Boy..OK, guess I need to write him a 'good' letter telling him to STOP IT!! I'm here for him always.....I just love him and it hurts me to know his pain... He is so kicking himself....Woo boy..this isn't good.

hun i know what you mean! i hate those letters. we just have to understand they have good days and bad days like us. it is such an emotional rollercoaster for him. why dont you send him a list of all the things you love about him ro send him some funny emails you get at work. make sure you write to brian and reasure him that that you are there for the long haul. know matter how bad he feels or what happens. like that song "diary" YOU are his diary, let him vent to you, he probabaly felt better after he wrote. i know i always do!