Hey everyone!! I havent been posting that much lately, but I have been stopping in every now and then to find out about whats going on. As our parole hearing draws near, I find myself feeling anxious, stressed even. I havent been writing as much (he hasnt been writing either). I am quick tempered, and irritable, even my kids tiptoe around me!! I need some advice on how to just TAKE IT EASY!! (If thats possible). Is it wrong of me to have these positive thoughts of him possibly getting a date? Even though I prepare myself for the worst, deep down inside I am hoping that this will be our year. I have started working out...trying to drop the pounds...anything thats going to take my mind off of whats going on. Any advice or words of encouragement?

Yasmeen

Hi Yasmeen, I think anyone would be up tight to say the least.I mean you can't help but have hope,I know I would.I know it's so hard cause you don't want to be or him to be let down.I guess all you can do is hope for the best but expect the worst.I hold out good thoughts for the both of you and wish you a ton of luck.

WOW wonderful news to hear... Keep us informed on how its going. We are here for you!

Dawn

I agree with Valerie, you should hope for the best but expect the worst. It is easier said than done though. I know from experience that the mind can only handle so much. It weighs heavy on you. It's as if you split yourself down the middle and look at the happy you if approved. And see the sad you if denied. I told myself I'd be prepared for whatever. But I was so torn up inside that he and I both were more emotional than ever. So your mixed emotions are normal. Just know that whatever the outcome, you have us at PTO for support. Personally, I don't know what I'd have done without the encouraging words from a few members. You'll be in my prayers.