Amelia was already asking me how my visit went and this is what I told her:Well I was trying to get to the post but I have been gone so long that i am trying to catch up on everything.. Let me say I am still weak. to be able feel his touch was like one other.. Our visit was amazing and let me say well worth the wait. I finally sealed my vows with a kiss today and I can still feel his lips and his satin soft skin rubbin my hand and my arms.. I felt so safe yet I was amongst some of the strangest people.. Let me say I am more in love with him now.

I can not express how much this visit ment to me.. Anthony was so great and the prison was really cool about our contact if you know what I mean.. No we did not do anything indecent but the thought did cross my mind like every 3 seconds..LOL

The boys rushed him first and then I stood there and just smiled and he said I love you Mrs. Higgins. I almost fainted and my heart droped.. He said come here baby and let me hold you.. I almost started to cry... I maintained myself because I know it is hard for him to see me like that. When we sat down tears were flowing from my eyes and he rubbed them off and said he can feel me.. Our visit was such a needed thing and i am so glad that we finally got to seal our vows and make this union official..

Thank all for all of your support it is so appreciated and I want to say I am greatful to have each and everyone of you in my life..



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SHORTIE- I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU, ANTHONY AND THE KIDS HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL VISIT!!

LOVE U GIRL

SHERRI

Shortie, your post brought tears to my eyes. I can imagine how you must feel. I am so happy for you.

EU...guess I saw this somewhere else also? but like I said, brough a big smile to my face and tears to my eyes! it feels great to hear how in love 2 people can be and how this love conquers anything!

Shortie....I had been having a hard time this week wondering if love still was alive, but your post brought tears to my eyes also.

Joy

Sorry to make you cry but it was such a moving experience that I wanted to kind of let you all experience it with me.. I will say that I will never be the same again and I do not think he will either.. Love does exist and it is very real.. Love is one of the most important things in life. Anthony have a special bond and it is stronger then anything I have ever experienced and I know that we are soulmates and best friends for life..

love conquers all. that is how we will all get through this.

Shortie... Just another thanks for sharing... I was crying too!! I was soo hoping that your visit was wonderful and couldn't wait to hear about it.... I ended up not getting to see JD at all (even after driving 7 hours to see him for an hour) because he was in the hospital... found out today he is on a mental health watch... That's a whole other story but I just needed to hear right now that if I endure I WILL eventually reach that light at the end of the tunnel.... you have given me that bit of hope I need to get me through.... so thanks girl!! :)

Sorry to hear that, JD"s wife (sorry I seem to keep forgetting some names). Hold on, girl! everything will eventually turn for the better, in due time. you know we're here for u

You said he was in the hospital? Didn't they notify you? This is the thing that makes me mad. INS tried to tell me once that I had no rights to my husband so would not be notified of things. You should have been notified AND you should have been allowed to have gone to the hospital to see him.

Can you call the Warden to find out what's going on? If you need help or support, just yell here girl. I don't know the whole story so I don't want to jump to conclusions, but this just doesn't sound right.

Your in my thoughts
Joy

Hey girls... Thanks for the support.... No they don't notify anyone when someone is hospitalized... I called (and have to pretend to be his sister as they will only release info to immediate family members... and we aren't "officially" married yet, so I REALLY have NO rights...) Found out that he was on a "mental health watch"... but couldn't get any other info... JD does have some issues with depression, but he is also manipulative of the system... so I really don't know... perhaps he just felt like he was going nuts in seg and needed a change of scenery.... I have seen him do it... :)
Will keep y'all posted when I find out more... all I can do is keep calling and digging... I of course wrote him and gave him a little "get your sh** together" pep talk via letter.... letting him know as long as he is in HCU (health care unit) I won't be able to see him.... UGH! So frustrating...

I am so happy that you had such a wonderful visit. I know how you felt, I had to wait over a year to kiss David again for the first time.

It was an amazing visit and i look forward to our next one.. thank you for all the support that got me to this point.. Hey jd he will be alright, I think you are right he got sick of seg..

Thanks shortie.. I hope that is it.... I am still not getting many answers, but will just keep on calling... they have to tell me something eventually, even if it is just to get me to stop calling!! :)

maybe your letters will get to him and help him snap back into reality.. They will slip and tell you something.. I have my personal reason for not liking the HCU.. I had a bad experience with the whole thing with my ex-father in law. Let's just say he never made it home.