Maggie_Luis
03-31-2004, 06:21 PM
Hello all,
I have a little situation here. My honey as I call him has been doing a bid for five years . I have known him since high school. We were and still are very close. Of course life takes you in different directions. Last year i took it upon myself to write to him. He was in box and I wanted to step in to let him know he is not alone. Ihave always thought about him and have always cared about him. For over a year now we talk , write and I go see him. I did not know a year ago I would start to have feelings for this man. He is the butter I want to melt, the honey I want to taste. I have fallen in love with him. He has told me he loves me to. I found him when he thought life was lost. he had to bury feelings deep withing to get him through this bid. I make him feel alive again. We talk about everything and anything. He says he wants to do things with me when he comes home. For right now he can really"show" me how much I mean to him.. only verbally but to trust in his love and never ever doubt it. Have I been helping him out sending him things yes. I never want hiim to ever feel lost again. I am not his wife or his girlfriend. When I asked him what am I his answer to me was" You are the woman that has my heart and I love you so very much. : He never hangs up without saying I love you. I am a bit confused because I want to enjoy what ever we have now. Whatever this is I dont want it to go away. He was there for me when I had my son. I love this man so much it hurts sometimes. He is in Clinton cor Fac annex in NY. Any suggestions anyone.
I see him about once a month... until the summer where I go every other weekend. I now live in Boston and Its a long ride for me. I take Prison Gap..... I do it because I love him. Am I crazy or what?
I have a little situation here. My honey as I call him has been doing a bid for five years . I have known him since high school. We were and still are very close. Of course life takes you in different directions. Last year i took it upon myself to write to him. He was in box and I wanted to step in to let him know he is not alone. Ihave always thought about him and have always cared about him. For over a year now we talk , write and I go see him. I did not know a year ago I would start to have feelings for this man. He is the butter I want to melt, the honey I want to taste. I have fallen in love with him. He has told me he loves me to. I found him when he thought life was lost. he had to bury feelings deep withing to get him through this bid. I make him feel alive again. We talk about everything and anything. He says he wants to do things with me when he comes home. For right now he can really"show" me how much I mean to him.. only verbally but to trust in his love and never ever doubt it. Have I been helping him out sending him things yes. I never want hiim to ever feel lost again. I am not his wife or his girlfriend. When I asked him what am I his answer to me was" You are the woman that has my heart and I love you so very much. : He never hangs up without saying I love you. I am a bit confused because I want to enjoy what ever we have now. Whatever this is I dont want it to go away. He was there for me when I had my son. I love this man so much it hurts sometimes. He is in Clinton cor Fac annex in NY. Any suggestions anyone.
I see him about once a month... until the summer where I go every other weekend. I now live in Boston and Its a long ride for me. I take Prison Gap..... I do it because I love him. Am I crazy or what?