chrispro
03-31-2004, 10:26 AM
girls, i am so in love with my husband that i am not talking selfish... but ....
even though i knew my hubby when he was out in march 89 we were good friends and fooled around here and there... when i hooked up with him again, in jan 95 he was in prison he went in oct 91. i havent seen him since july 91... again, we were just friends.
paul and i married april 9, 1996 and grant it we didnt know what the hell we were doing. we did love each other... but we weren't thinking ahead just thinking of then. we did get very close... we were good friends... even after the hardships of visiting him all over the city jails, he was down again for another case in 95 ... going to see him upstate, food package, money, phone calls, i managed... our separation in 99 just brought us closer and now paul and i are in love... our hearts are bonded... we been through so much together...
Paul could of been with a woman who is a multi millionaire... she tried to come between us but it didnt work. she bought him everything, even a 20 thousand dollar appeal lawyer.. which he lost the case. i showed up at his appeal and waited 4 hrs until his lawyer got in front of the judges, she wasnt there... when paul contacted his lawyer in dec 2000 and mr. mahler said your wife was there, paul wrote me this letter and said chris, i still love you, i never stopped.
we were together in 2001 again, but in jan 2002 we were back... she has not been up to see him since sept 2001... he told her dont return, i love my wife..
okay, but what my title is, this is my time... i am choosing to stay with my husband until he comes home ... i have 11 more years... i was thinking last night the money he gave me while i was living at his house, free rent, his parents didnt ask me for a dime, his dad always gave me money and put gas in my car, gave me money to give to his son, his parents always had dinner on the table for me.... they sold the house in 1997 and then i went back to my moms. my husbands friend gave me 3500.00 that i never had to repay... now paul cant help me financially his friend disappeared, his parents are on a fixed income. i figured out how much i must of spent on him in the past 9 years with money in commissary, going on the bus to visit, car service to get to the bus, staying at hotels upstate, bringing him the food packages, clothes... it must add up to at least $70,000 in the total of 9 years. it has to... then 11 more to go.. shit.
i am making little money now, so its like 30.00 in his account every 2 weeks, 1 food package a month and now 2 visits a month not every week like it use to be...
now, for the next 6 years or so... its for me... because then in 2012 we have the countdown 3 more years...
i am going to buy my christian dior pocketbook, and buy me the clothes i want and even if i go up 3 weeks later.. that is it.. he will understand but dam, it is expensive taking care of him!!!
even though i knew my hubby when he was out in march 89 we were good friends and fooled around here and there... when i hooked up with him again, in jan 95 he was in prison he went in oct 91. i havent seen him since july 91... again, we were just friends.
paul and i married april 9, 1996 and grant it we didnt know what the hell we were doing. we did love each other... but we weren't thinking ahead just thinking of then. we did get very close... we were good friends... even after the hardships of visiting him all over the city jails, he was down again for another case in 95 ... going to see him upstate, food package, money, phone calls, i managed... our separation in 99 just brought us closer and now paul and i are in love... our hearts are bonded... we been through so much together...
Paul could of been with a woman who is a multi millionaire... she tried to come between us but it didnt work. she bought him everything, even a 20 thousand dollar appeal lawyer.. which he lost the case. i showed up at his appeal and waited 4 hrs until his lawyer got in front of the judges, she wasnt there... when paul contacted his lawyer in dec 2000 and mr. mahler said your wife was there, paul wrote me this letter and said chris, i still love you, i never stopped.
we were together in 2001 again, but in jan 2002 we were back... she has not been up to see him since sept 2001... he told her dont return, i love my wife..
okay, but what my title is, this is my time... i am choosing to stay with my husband until he comes home ... i have 11 more years... i was thinking last night the money he gave me while i was living at his house, free rent, his parents didnt ask me for a dime, his dad always gave me money and put gas in my car, gave me money to give to his son, his parents always had dinner on the table for me.... they sold the house in 1997 and then i went back to my moms. my husbands friend gave me 3500.00 that i never had to repay... now paul cant help me financially his friend disappeared, his parents are on a fixed income. i figured out how much i must of spent on him in the past 9 years with money in commissary, going on the bus to visit, car service to get to the bus, staying at hotels upstate, bringing him the food packages, clothes... it must add up to at least $70,000 in the total of 9 years. it has to... then 11 more to go.. shit.
i am making little money now, so its like 30.00 in his account every 2 weeks, 1 food package a month and now 2 visits a month not every week like it use to be...
now, for the next 6 years or so... its for me... because then in 2012 we have the countdown 3 more years...
i am going to buy my christian dior pocketbook, and buy me the clothes i want and even if i go up 3 weeks later.. that is it.. he will understand but dam, it is expensive taking care of him!!!