IT IS SO GOOD TO KNOW THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT CARE.I ONLY WISH I COULD FIND SOMEONE THAT I COULD TALK WHEN EVER I NEEDED DO.I DID GET INTO THE CHAT ROOM ONCE IT HELPED ALOT.YOU ALL SOUND SO BRAVE AND GOING ON WITH YOUR LIVES.WELL I GUESS WE ARE TOO.BUT LATELY I HAVE BEEN HAVE SO MANY BAD TOUGHTS AND ON TOP OF ALL MY MEDICAL PROBLEMS I THOUGHT I COULD BARE ANY MORE AND THEN BANG.MORE NEWS THAT MAKES ME SO MAD AND GUILTY I FELL LIKE SAYING BYE TO IT ALL.BUT OF COURSE I CAN'T.I KNOW LAWS OR DIFFERENT EVERYWHERE AND NO ONE SEEMS TO BE FROM UTAH BUT I REALLY NEED TO FIND SOMEONE CLOSE I COULD CALL OR WRITE SNAIL MAIL TO.EVERY TIME I GET TO UPSET I COME TO THIS SITE TO SEE HOW MANY OTHERS THERE ARE LIKE US.MY HUSBAND THINKS YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST FOR LETTING ME VENT.SOMETIMES IT GETS TO MUCH FOR HIM TO DEAL WITH IT HIMSELF ANF THEN ME TOO I THINK WELL THANKS AGAIN LIL MAMA

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Hi Lilmama.....

I go through the same thing from time to time.....part of the time I hate everything ..everyone....guilt I guess I've pretty much exhausted that one.....I get so angry at times it seems for no reason it seems to come on from out of the blue.....at those times I have to check myself and get to a quite place for a talk with the Man up-stairs to get and attitude adjustment....lilmama just give it to God at those times and have faith that he understands and will help you and your son through this stressful stage in your lives.......what kind of bad thoughts are you having if I may ask? E-mail me if you'd care to.....oh yeah your hubby sounds a little like mine.......like....."What do you want me to do?" He'll ask "Just listen,I guess". is my reply.....

Keep strong and vent when you have to - this will help you. There is always someone around PTO to help and I hope that you find the support.

I will pray that you will find someone closer to home that you could call and that would be there for you when you need.

Good Morning,
How are you today? I want you to know that I am thinking of you and sending you good thoughts and the strength to get through this. I know that it is not easy however, you have to take care of yourself because if you don't then who will be there to look out for your son?
I know this is one of the hardest things as parents that we have to face with our children. It hurts and it it cuts deeply but we have to find the strength to go on. For ourselves and our other family members.

Maybe you might thing of going to the doctors and asking for some meds to help you cope with what you are going through. I know meds are not the answer to everything but at times they do seem to be the glue that holds one together.

Please post as much as you need to and vent your feelings here and any questions please ask away.

Take care of you today and do something nice for yourself, you deserve it.

Susan

LIL MAMA

HONEY, I KNOW SO VERY MUCH THE FEELINGS THAT YOU ARE HAVING. I TOO, AT THIS POINT ARE GOING THROUGH SOME VERY BAD TIMES BECAUSE OF A LOT OF THINGS. I AM EVEN ANGRY AT THIS POINT WITH MY SON AND AM TRYING TO DEAL WITH THAT TOO. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU. E-MAIL ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE. I TOO AM HAVING HEALTH PROBLEMS DUE TO STRESS AND YOU DON'T REALIZE JUST HOW MUCH DAMAGE YOU DO TO YOURSELF BY HOLDING THINGS INSIDE... SO E-MAIL ME AND I WILL EVEN GIVE YOU MY PHONE NUMBER SO YOU CAN CALL ME.
budwoman@thebestofbeers.com

My Love and Prayers are with you

Donna