Bad - I got denied visation, again, plus, today I found out, I can't seal any of my record, until 2010, bcuz they, made a mistake and left out a docket number when I cleared my cases and they retrocatively cleared it, in 2000, even though my argument date is 92, the disposition say 2000, which isn't true. I was the one turning myself in, they wuz the ones, supposed to put up da charges, and that one thing, made the difference between this year and 2010, but... they did, say I could visit, two days, in March, BUT, my Boo, he paid a dude, to have the dudes woman, pick out and send me a present, for Valentines day, Hunny been down, 12 altogether, and he's no fool, so if he trusted some one, that much.. well I never got it, and he is flipping the F out. If I knew what it was, yo I might, even lie and say i got it, cuz he IS gonna, spaz. If he does, I don't gotta tell Ya; adios visit. This is only visit #2 in TEN years, and ladies, I need this contact visit like I never needed anything. Everytime, we get on the phone, and he says, "Did it come?" I get sick to my stomach. Plus, I really can't, go there with him. He cannot, and I know he cannot, afford to eat it, it is, about respect. He tried so damned hard, to make me happy. It just sucks, and he is so good, all the time. Like my ex, is doing LWOP, and the BOP brought him, up here, to his daughters funeral. This man and I have 18 years, off and on, I mean he's got my face, tatted on his chest, and I asked my hunny should I go, and he said Baby, There's no should, you gotta go, for you, for him, and respect. I know, it was hard for him, even tho' lets face it Angel wuzn't free or alone. I am so grateful, he is, who is is, and I am just a wreck with this.
Plus, I have had an eye infection, 2 weeks now, and crying makes it worse. So that, wuz, a very, whiny post....

I am so sorry to hear about this situation you seem to be in, I truely hope things get better for you SOON! As for the gift, well... it is about respect, and of course, he trusted this person to hold true to their word apperantly, i hope it will come, whatever he arranged to have sent.

So sorry to hear about your delimma. I am so glad that my man is only doing state time. I dont know how I would cope if I did'nt get to see mine only twice in 10 years. But if it ever happened I would still be in for the long haul. Keep the faith! :)