They say that when you loose someone that you love, that with every death thereafter, it brings it all back. I guess that is true.

I keep remembering when my brother first got sick, and Keith and I went to the hospital and my brother was all hooked up to those machines. The doctors were telling us that my brother was not going to make it, and Keith told me that my brother would be in a better place. Now they are both in that better place together.

Keith you are so much still with me and I still love you so very much.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wxauhK-sn2s

Menia i am glad you are talking about this...expressing your feelings. i remember when keith passed and you were so torn up, you thought you'd never get through it.
After i read your brother had passed it hit me that most of my friends and family are on the other side, and i thought,you know...im looking forward to seeing alot of old faces...
it has been hard for me allow myself to feel the pain of having lost so many,sometimes a song will come on the radio while i am driving and i have to pull over and just bawl. like the tears wont stop.
I think the pain never leaves, we just learn what to do when it overwhelms us.
Maybe its pulling the car over, maybe standing in the shower,letting the tears join the shower water.
Sometimes its just taking a deep breath and saying out loud to the person,"I love you and miss you so much."
It's all part of the human condition.
i am thinking of you.
Keep expressing yourself.
I love you sweetie
Wendi

Menia im sorry no one has stoppeby to agknowlegeterur pain because they think theirs is the worst.
hah! they sjould be so lucky. i see the newer members all self obbessed with their shit.like no one elsles mattres but they will or they wont...grow up.
I know what you went thru keith. it will get better.
I love you darling.

Thanks so much Wendi

Menia, i am sorry, to here of the death of your loved one.(((hug)))
when i came to your post, i was floored because on my way to work today i was listening to this very song; i haven't heard it in a long time; my dad past years ago and the date that he pasted was the 22 oct and it still hurts. What makes this so crazy to me, is i heard the song about 3pm and received a phone call about 8:30p that a very close friend of mine passed while incarerated today. He's was like my brother, it hurts so badly. Menia thank you so much for the song that you shared. REST IN PEACE CHAD. I MISS YOU

Iceblue I am so sorry about your friend. RIP CHAD!!!!

Sorry to hear about your lost...May God Keep you and keep u uplifted and comforted by HIs Grace and Mercy....Love U and know that God is with u....Like Wendi sd...It feels so much better when you cry,talk, and get some of those built up emotions, tears, and pain out....Sometimes I just sit at home turn on music and cry in memoriam of my father and other loved ones just to "Get it OUt"...Be Blessed..Mrs. Favors

hey i apologise for that little outburst...*sigh*, i just know how much it hurts to lose loved ones,and like hey Wendi...no one else knows? everyone here does.
Menia i just so feel for you....to me you are like the yellow wild flower in a field of blue wildflowers. You are quiet, but you stand out.
Hope you will find acceptance and comfort soon!
luvluvluv Wendi

Wendi, you say some of the nicest things. You always lift my spirits. Thank God for you.

My sons guardian Angel Godmother passed away at the young age of 16 from cancer, and she planned her whole funeral, her song she had played there was this song, I cry my eyes out everytime I hear it.

I am so very sorry for your loss and everyone else's on here. My heart and prayers go out to each and every one of you..

I know it's been a while sense you posted this but reading it brought tears to my eyes...I am so very sorry for your loss...both of them. I know the pain never leaves or gets easier. I pray that God wraps his arms around you and brings you comfort. You are in my prayers...May both of your loved ones Rest In Peace.

God Bless

Today I was brought to tears when I saw Susan Boyle sing this song. It was fantastic. Just listen to this song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yt-IBJpEMzA&feature=PlayList&p=DF3A74E6CEC5D5E5&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=2