Hi there Flashy, my little bro!
Today marks the 2nd year since your death. We miss you more than words can ever say.

Why did you go? I don't understand. Did you decide to end it all and take your own life? I know you were hurting and losing hope, but now I'm hurting because I have no answers regarding your death. The only answers I ever got was, "it's under investigation".

Sometimes I still can't believe that your gone. Yes, I know that you're still here with us, but it's still not quite the same. What's bothering me the most is that I never got a "final" letter from you. I know you, and I also know that you would not leave me hanging with not knowing the truth.

Little bro, I know you are in a better place now, and you are no longer hurting. My children and I know that you are watching over us. We have seen you, we have heard you, and we are not afraid. I feel a sense of "peace" when you are in the room with us. We Know!

We love you little bro, and we miss you terribly!
RIP.....We will be together again someday!

Maybe it's being investigated but he is free now. I hope when you think of him watching over you now, you remember him at his best. Maybe it was his smile or the way he joked or his kindness. This world is not our home, we are just passing through.

Sorry for you loss, no words can ever take away your pain. Just remember him always and a part of him will always live on in you. One day, you'll see him again.

I am sorry for your loss.
Demi took the words right from my mouth.

I am so sorry you, may God bless you.

I am sorry that the pain is still so strong. Often times when someone leaves us so unexpectedly it hurts more than if we know they are going to leave. It is very painful when you haven't had a chance to say "see you later." Losing a loved one is never easy under any circumstances. You and your are in my thoughts and prayers!!!

I know the pain you are going thru, my brother,, died (SUICIDE )dec 17th 06, he didn't drink in 11 1/2 yrs & started drinking again after all those yrs, he was depressed & was working a job he hated & couldn't handle the stress from the new job & he was dedicated to AA & stopped his AA meetings which wasn't good when he was so dedicated to AA. I cry all the time & miss him soooooooo much & his baby girl was born the day after he died,, He was 42 & I talk to him all the time & tell him I miss him & his daughter's look so much like him.. its just so hard that he's not here,,his oldest daughter was 2 when he died,, & its so hard,, I know its horrible but he took his life cause someone messed his life up when he was younger & now I see the pain he was talking about he couldn't live with that secret he told me 2 days before he died that he was molested from the time he was 10 till he was 12 ,, that was a fri & 2 days later he was gone,,,,,,,,,,,,,I confronted the person who done it & said my brother took his life cause of what u did & he lied & said it was someone else no remorse & then he said GOD DONT LIKE UGLY & I SAID YOU SAID IT & GOD KNOWS WHAT YOU DID & I WALKED AWAY.......... SO SAD BUT I HAD TO LET HIM KNOW ,, NOW I KNOW ,, HE WAS LITTLE OLDER THAN MY BROTHER & BULLIED MY BROTHER WHEN HE WAS YOUNGER & FOR YRS MY BROTHER LOOKED SO UNHAPPY NOW I SEE THE PAIN HE WAS TALKING ABOUT

It has now been another year, and I miss him even more. I still don't have any answers. RIP little bro. It's now been 3 yrs.

I spent my mother's last month with her this summer. She had Stage 4 inoperable cancer and her home was set up with hospital bed, etc. so she could die at home. My Dad and I took care of all of her routine care till the end. As she neared the end she left us more and there were times she would call out to her own father and see others she loved who have been long gone. It would be a comfort knowing your brother saw loved ones waiting, and that he was met by family and friends when he passed from this world. Your answer may be that "sense of peace" you feel. Maybe he wants you to know he isn't just out of pain but in a happier place. I know it's hard.

Awe, R.I.P. Best wishes to you and the fam!

:heart: I just want to drop by and give you some love :grouphug:

sending prayers your way. may God bless his soul forever and ever

sending prayers your way. may God bless his soul forever and ever

Thank you! Another year has gone by.