C_BLUE
08-20-2008, 12:00 AM
So here I am, hadn't posted in here for a while now...
I guess you eventually get used to this way of life and slowly learn to cope with the heart ache all on your own.
I remember my first months after his sentence I was GLUED TO MY LAPTOP ON PTO... Couldn't had done it without the support!
ANYWAY, after 7 months of him being at Beaumont USP and all this stressing about where he was going to end up since they were moving everyone out of there little by little, they finally took him to Big Sandy :(
Its been so stressful because they kept telling him for months "next week you pack" and I would rush to drive and see him before the day came around but it never would!
Just worried where he was going to end up, this is his first transfer!
I really hate it that he left Texas because I knew I wasn't going to see him as much anymore but at the same time I had to think of what he wanted
and I knew that he wanted out of Beaumont USP.
So far he likes it at Big Sandy way better than Beaumont...
I got to see him the day before he was taken and I guess Im just going to have to hold to that last kiss and hug for a very long time.
I am scared and can already feel the distance!!!
I guess you eventually get used to this way of life and slowly learn to cope with the heart ache all on your own.
I remember my first months after his sentence I was GLUED TO MY LAPTOP ON PTO... Couldn't had done it without the support!
ANYWAY, after 7 months of him being at Beaumont USP and all this stressing about where he was going to end up since they were moving everyone out of there little by little, they finally took him to Big Sandy :(
Its been so stressful because they kept telling him for months "next week you pack" and I would rush to drive and see him before the day came around but it never would!
Just worried where he was going to end up, this is his first transfer!
I really hate it that he left Texas because I knew I wasn't going to see him as much anymore but at the same time I had to think of what he wanted
and I knew that he wanted out of Beaumont USP.
So far he likes it at Big Sandy way better than Beaumont...
I got to see him the day before he was taken and I guess Im just going to have to hold to that last kiss and hug for a very long time.
I am scared and can already feel the distance!!!