OMG!! My honey is going up for parole Dec. 2!!! I am soooo freakin nervous. The closer it gets the worse my nerves get. Yesterday at work and I couldn't stop thinking of it and how close it is and how am I going to get everything organized in time if they let him come home and worrying if they were going to let me attend the hearing and what the outcome was going to be and AHHHHHH!!!!!! CALGONE!! TAKE ME AWAY!!! Anyway...I got dizzy and my stomach was swimming and I thought I was going to hurl everywhere! I swear...I am going to have a nervous breakdown if Dec. don't hurry up and get here! Help!

Angel

Guess nobody luvs me! :( Boo Hoo!

Hey, what do you mean nobody loves you! We do!

As for me, my computer had the nervous breakdown for you! It has been in computer therapy since Friday morning when it lost it's way to PTO! Now after much counselling and me unplugging the router in a bit of a tiff (which by the way is what got me back here!).

Relax! (I know easier said than done!) Things will fall into place, and when he comes home (have faith!) all will be ready.

Tell you a secret, that day I came home, this house looked like a tornado had hit it, not exactly polish clean and nothing was organized. But, the sweetest sight I've seen in my life was our home, next to my partner Linda's smile when I walked out!

It will come together and it will be great for you two.

Relax, take a deep breath, and dream - of him being home.

Patti

Thanks FriscoLady. At least one person luvs me. lol As far as the house...my honey says he is not worried about what it looks like and that if it is not cleaned or organized, he will help me when he gets home. But still....I want it all done. I am a bit of a neat freak and if everything is not just right...I trip. I work 12 hour shifts so housework is the last thing I am worried about on thoses days. Then, my days off go so fast I never get it all done. It's just frustrating. The main things that are getting to me is wondering what the outcome of the hearing is going to be. I am sooo ready for my baby to be home. If they don't let him...I will be devastated. Also, I have to get permission from the warden whether or not I can even attend the hearing and I am on pins and needles waiting for his response. I just want all of this to be over with. Anyway...thanks for responding to my post. It really helps to vent and know that at least one person cares. Glad your computer found its way back. lol

SamsAngel,

I know, as I said before, it is easier said than done, but relax. You are only working yourself up over something, that unfortunately you have no control over.

The board will make their decision, I pray that they let him come home, but take it easy for now.

It is frustrating, boy do I know! Just be patient, December will come and, with God's help he will be home soon.

Hugs to you,

Patti

Thanks FriscoLady. I try to relax and most of the time I do pretty good but every now and then it gets overwhelming. Thanks for helping me get control again. You are great!

Keep a journal of your thoughts, plans, hopes and emotions. It really does work and lets you get all of those bottled up feeling off your mind. Once you start writing thoughts and feelings come out you didn't even know were in you.