Here's a link to the site:
http://www.mamasite.net/homepage.shtml

From the site:
We need to come together as a Christian community to bring help and healing to families that are devastated by drug abuse in all its forms, but a special effort is needed in the case of crystal meth-amphetamine. It is so potent and so dangerous; we can’t wait until ‘somebody else’ does it for us. Our community will be destroyed by this drug while we’re waiting.

Jus'Mom,

Crystal Meth "Crank", "Bathtub Meth" or whatever it's called where you are can be made from over the counter products and can be learned from the internet. It's cheap to make and very dangerous. In just the last 2 weeks 2 Meth labs have been shut down in my small rural town. I will check out this site.

I'm checking the site out also and thank you for posting it.

I remember the recipe is fairly easy....I found a copy of the recipe in my youngest sons bedroom when he was about 14. I couldn't believe it! Said he got it from a friend. It when to work with me the next day so he wouldn't/couldn't find it in our trash. Neither of my sons were really into drugs though. Some, but not as bad as I've seen others their age get. My older son had a friend that while he was on crank, set himself on fire in a small trailor here in town, his little son was also in there. He was 'exaggeratedl dispondent because his sons mother was leaving him. The Grandpa was able to grab the little boy (he wasn't trying to harm him, just wanted to see him while he ended up burning to death. -He was like another son. I've had a few of my 'other' sons (my sons close friends) go in ways just as tragic for the same reason. I have been no angel in my lifetime and have done drugs also. Seems like back in the '60's' we could handle it better though then the kids now. They've got sooo many pressures on them these days. I'm glad I was born way back when....just wish I would have stopped aging way back when also.
PS: I'm glad it interested you both,

Mothers Fathers Sisiters Brothers - everyone is against meth and half of us use it too - this drug sucks.

I like your little saying at the end of your post!

You said it all with one paragraph. Meth is everywhere. It is taking over our young people and people of all ages. I don't understand it. Most everyone knows what goes in to making this drug. It's nothing but POISON!!! If someone asked you to smoke some rat poison, would they? Heck no they wouldn't. But , when they are asked to smoke meth, they do .
Why? Both of my sons are in prison because of meth. My oldest son lost everything. He's 32 years old. He had a very good job, beautiful wife, and bought of new home that they were fixing up. Lost it all.

My youngest son was going to college on a basketball scholarship. Had his whole life a head of him. He just turned 25. Lost everything to meth. They have so much potential. It's such a waste. I thank God every day that they got caught. Other wise, they would be dead. They have a second chance to make something of themselves, be happy and have a productive. life. I pray for that daily and I trust that will happen for them both.

Remember the Serenity Prayer AND GOD BLESS ALL WHO HAVE HAD METH IN THEIR LIVES.

MEMA, Yes Meth does ruin everything and everyones lives. I think it is the devil. My husband is in Fed. prison for Meth too. We were seperated when he got caught and I also prayed he would get caught to save him too, and it has he has been down almost 2 years and has a different outlook on life and is a better person. When he gets out I know he will be a great Daddy to out daughter and a good husband. It just sucks it took prison to change him.
missingloren

GOD BLESS AND LOVE AND PRAYERS TOO ALL!!

Speed/ Crystal meth etc is the ruination of much. Thank you for creating a site to support thoes in its devistation path. The desert i live in is crammed with "cooks" and I pray that our children dont have to go thru what i did.
I have 8 yrs Jan 23 and I praise the Lord every day for his forgiveness and Love.

God Bless Love and Prayers too all
Tilly

My son too was caught in meth's death grip. He is in Cobb Co jail in Ga now and I'm grateful! He is too. I don't believe he would have made it much longer on the outside. He is 35 and had it all too - great job, home, wife, 3 super kids. He talks to me a lot about it. He said it is the worst! He also said the hold it has on you is unreal. He is glad to be in jail too right now. My thoughts and prayer are with you all.
Jerry's Mom

My husband of almost 20 years is fixing to be sent to prison for the manufacturing of meth. This is his 2nd offence. He was put on probation for 5 yrs the first time, me and my oldest son turned him in. Im getting a divorce this time. I cant stand the lies any longer. He is a "cook" and always will be. Any one needs to talk on this subject is welcome to get in touch with me.

Well dash it all to heck. Wish I had a printer. Could print this thread out and send it to my fiance. So he could see all the pain this drug causes. He to was on this drug. I certainly hope him being in prison helps him wake up for his sake and the sake of the family. And especially not getting to be a part of raising our three month old daughter.

I live in East Tennessee and this drug is being used in epidemic proportions here. There was an article today in the Knoxville News-Sentinel about the large numbers of children that are being taken away from their parents because of this. I will see if I can find it and post it here. The destruction that this drug causes is unbelievable.

I have a vast amount of information and experience for anyone that needs it. Trust me I have waged my share of battles with the law makers as well as the law enforcers regarding meth vs. myth, what they are battling is the myth, for the most part they don't wanna know the truth. Hasn't stopped me though, I know first hand the damage it can do, I am one of the lucky ones and any of your loved ones that are just doing prison time and are not dead considering yourselves lucky too. I speak from first hand experience and think I deserve the right to say such!

God Bless you !

Becki

http://www.knoxnews.com/kns/local_news/article/0,1406,KNS_347_2432374,00.html
http://www.knoxnews.com/kns/local_news/article/0,1406,KNS_347_2436920,00.html

Here are a few links to the news articles

Thanks for the links! It is a huge issue where I live and unfortunatly it also hits close to home as my boyfriend is an addict ( in recovery now)

Prison time of 23 months didn't change my man. He's back on it cuz of that "GOOD FRIEND" of his offers him stuff. My man's like a sidekick/accomplice to the city's dealer. Dammit... I'm thinking of asking him a question: Will you move with me and not to EVER go back to see him again? If he says no, I want to lose him.

ChandaMija- That is horrible to hear that your guy started using again. As hard as it is, I think it is up to US to realize that WE cannot change our loved ones. All we can do is change ourselves.
If your guy is using, I think you need to decide what it is that YOU want for yourself. If he's not willing to quit- you have to decide if you want that way of life again.
You have every right to talk to him about this becauses the choices he makes effect you directly.
You can ask, beg, and plead for your man to stop using, but until he wants to quit, he won't.
When my boyfriend was using, I KNEW that he loved me, but I couldn't stop him from destroying himself. I would cry, I would yell, I would slam out of the house ALOT- hoping that something I did would make him realize what he was doing to himself and to us.
I never left him- which even to this day I think I probably should have.
I was an enabler without even realizing it.
But, I am getting off topic. I just want to tell you that whatever you choose to do, we will be here for you. You are in a horrible spot- just remember that YOU are the most important thing right now. If he doens't want to quit, he won't. And you will be strung along for the ride.
Stay strong for yourself and good luck!

As long as I've been on this site this is the FIRST real thread I've read about the truths of meth. My Husband was a long time user of this hideous drug. 12 yrs. And THANK GOD he got busted before he died from it. This drug completely destroyed our lives. BUT the good news is we were given another chance to learn and grow and do this by staying clean. This drug is EVIL. The most evil of ALL drugs I've ever seen. And I've seen them all. My husband had NO desire to ever stop using it. UNTIL prison. And that has even takin a while for him to FULLY understand the consequences of his choices and his addiction. As angry as we get at our loved ones addicted to this and as much as we scream and cry and want them to see what we see, WE have to understand that they don't "THINK" like we do. My husband was so in love with this drug, It was horrible. Couldn't imagine why the whole world wasn't using it. He turned into somebody I didn't know anymore. It was pitiful and sad and just plain heartbreaking. After 2 1/2 yrs clean he can't imagine ever going back. Yet I KNOW the dangers all too well. Let me say this, I am my husbands ONLY positive supporter. If we (the ones who love them) give up on them where do they go? And what would make them then want to fight for themselves? I understand the daily struggles of living with an addict. BUT we have to remeber that they are NOT in their right brain. And they truly are sick people who desperately need help. Love, guidance, patience and understanding (as much as we can considering) is truly the key. I'm not at all suggesting accepting their behavoir or their choices, but supporting the GOOD in them and reminding them of such. Unfortunately, no matter what are efforts are some are just never going to make it and end up dead because of it. For those I continue my support and pray it doesn't keep continuing. I've known MANY who struggle daily to stay clean and as their brains heal they fight with their own internal pain, and demons of the things they did. That battle inside makes it more difficult to remain clean.

Stacy

I can fully understand how you feel. I cant believe that after 23mo, he is back on it. You have to follow your heart. I had to divorce my husband after we had been married for 20 years. It took him loosing me, along with facing prison, to realize what he was doing to hisself and to the ones who love him the most. He goes to court in a couple of days to be sentenced. He spent over a month in jail and has been staying with his Dad in town. I still talk with him every day, I am there for him. I realize he needs my support to help him get over his addiction. I have told him many of times "I will never stop loving you but I can never live you". I am on my own now. I dont have to worry about a "lab" being put together in my shed, under my house or in my attic. I feel strong and he is determined to win back my love. If he goes to prison, I will be here when he returns but he must prove that he is off the stuff for good before I let him back into my life fully. Its hard but he will always be my "solemate". It is his choice, as always, to stay clean. I have tried many years to get him to stop. Now that were not married anymore, he really wants to for the first time since he started it. I just hope Im doing the right thing.

Hi. What did he get charged with to have gotten a 23 month sentence? if you don't mind me asking.

Reading all these posts is like da-ja-vu. We have been going through all the same things with our son and CM and he is now serving his time for his actions. We miss him and hate the fact that it is taking prison to wake him up!!! But if that's what it takes...so be it. We haven't had any visits since February in County jail. Visitation process in prison takes forever....hopefully soon we'll get to see him or at least get a phone call.
Peace to everyone and keep your heads up....we know in our hearts that with time...it will only get better....

I cant express how much I agree with you. Our little two towns that are neck and neck are just overpopulated with meth users and manufacturers. My x-husband of 20 yrs is one of them. But what do you do???? I tried to start a support group for family and friends of drug addicts and users but got no response. The only 2 that did show were afraid that their family member would find out they were there and get mad at them. So needless to say, my intentions did not work out. No meetings or support groups for that family and friends of addicts and active users of drugs. What else can we do?????????

Here's a link to the site:
http://www.mamasite.net/homepage.shtml

From the site:
We need to come together as a Christian community to bring help and healing to families that are devastated by drug abuse in all its forms, but a special effort is needed in the case of crystal meth-amphetamine. It is so potent and so dangerous; we can’t wait until ‘somebody else’ does it for us. Our community will be destroyed by this drug while we’re waiting.

My name is methamphetamine -call me meth for short.
I was born in the desert.
Ever since then I've made lots of scum rich.
Some have been murdered and found in a ditch.
I'm more valued than diamonds, more treasured than gold.
Use me just once and you will be sold.
I'll make a schoolboy forget his books.
I'll make a beauty queen forget her looks.
I'll take a renowned speaker and make him a bore.
I'll take your mother and make her a whore.
I'll make a schoolteacher forget how to teach.
I'll make a preacher not want to preach.
Ill take all your rent money and you'll be evicted
I'll murder your babies or they'll be born addicted.
I'll make you rob, and steal and kill.
When your under my power.
YOU have no will.
I think this saids it all.......
Minnie:cool:

Meth is a horrible drug. It ran my brothers life for many years. He has been in Fed Prison for about a year now and has several more to go. My brother has been in and out of county jail, but this is the first time that they got him good. I can honestly say that he has changed for the better, He tried to get away from it for a long time but there is something about this drug and the money obtained from selling it that just trapped him. It is just too bad that it took prison to help him realize it. It didnt take him long to realize this after his 2 year old daughter was killed as a result of child abuse by the mothers boyfriend. He found out about her after already being arrested and regrets not being able to be a father to this little girl. She wasas beautiful as an angel and he never even got to hold her. I feel bad that he has finally realized this and has 10 more years to do nothing but think about it. This is something that he wrote and sent to me...since these are his thoughts after being off of Meth for nearly a year... I wanted to share it. Plus, there are not many people who like to talk about this subject so I find myself keeping my feelings about it to myself......I guess I just needed to share it.

WASTED TIME

The time that Ive wasted is my biggest regret
Spent in places I will never forget
Just sitting and thinking about the things I have done
The crying, the laughing, the hurt and the fun

Now its just me and my hard driven guilt
Behind a wall of emtiness I allowed to be built
Im trapped in my body, just wanting to run
Back to my youth with its laughter and fun

But the chas is over and theres no place to hide
Everything is gone including my pride
With reality suddenly right in my face
Im scare, alone and stuck in this place

Now memories of the past flash through my head
And the pain is obvious by the tears that I shed
I ask myself why and where I went wrong
I guess I was weak when I should have been strong

Living for the money, drugs and the wings I had grown
My feelings were lost, afraid to be shown
As I look at my past its so easy to see
The fear that I had, afraid to be me

Id pretend to be rugged, so fast and so cool
When actually lost like a blind old fool
Im getting to old for this tiresome game
Of acting real hard with no sense of shame

Its time that I change and get one with my life
Fulfilling my dreams of a family and wife
What my future will hold I really dont know
But the years I have wasted are starting to show

I just live the day I will get a new start
And the dreams I still hold deep in my heart
I hope I can make it, I at least have to try
Because Im heading toward deatha nd I dont want to die

'JB'

I can not believe the devestation caused by this drug. I thought I was alone in this fight! How foolish I was! I too delt with Meth and it's evil ways. My ex husband was/is an addict and it has ruined his life. My children were neglected by his addiction, our marriage suffered and died...I can not tell you were he is today. His (MY) children do not even know where he is. My heart and prayers goes to all that have to deal with this evil...I too believe it is the devil in the purest form.
I live in GA, and over the last 6 mo, this evil has swept through our state uncontrolabilly...we just can't seem to win the battle.

I have lost my son to this drug, his life is in shambles and he is in prison for 10 years, STARTING LAST YEAR. he too was in his 30s when this started and everything said here is just exactly what we are going through. what pain and suffering this drug has caused. and there looks to be no end. the war on drugs is a battle against the families who must survive this evil, the drug is not only evil in itself but allows the evil of "government & justice" into our lives. a nightmare we will take years to wake up from and then we will be on our guard for the rest of our lives to make sure it doesn't get a foothold again. God bless you all. and thanks for your prayers.

This is a wonderful post and I am saddened by the amount of people (users ) and families that are destroyed by this drug.

99% of the women that come into treatment where I work are there because of Meth. Almost all of them have had their children removed from DFS and some of them are facing criminal charges because of it for manufacering and or sales, and child abuse and or child endangerment. Smoking and or injecting is the most common form of use as of late it provides the most intense high and is making them addicted faster sometimes just after one hit and or shot.
Even having their children removed is not forcing them to chose recovery and sometimes it's not until they have lost their children because of adoption or permanent foster care, exhausting all their chances of family reunification.
I have never seen any drug more destructive then this one. Seems that it used to be heroin which was hard to treat, but a majority of addicts coming into recovery are coming in because of methamphetimine addiction and it too is very hard to treat. The physical addiction and mental addiction caused from this drug is horrific.

My heart breaks for those of you dealing with the effects of this as my son's father is addicted and has chosen it over his son, and I had to end the relationship. My son, My daughter and My own recovery is much to precious to risk in trying to combat this with him...I was put in jeapordy because of his addiction...he became volitile and dillusional and the hardest thing I ever had to do was to walk away...Love is not enough especially when dealing with this for me.

You are all in my thoughts and prayers

meth destroyed my family--took my husband and my kids father---

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I am sorry to each one of you that have someone in trouble because of meth. I agree whole heartedly, meth is terrible. I know from first hand experience, I have been to rehab twice for it, the first time at the request of my family, which didn't work out very well, because I had a huge relapse the 2nd at the order of the court.

I am very fortunate, I am one of the few that have found life after meth. This drug is a plague, it's affecting people of all ages, it doesn't really have a profile it fits. I have been clean for 9 months and am still rebuilding my life, I lost nearly everything because of my addiction. Most people do not understand the power that drug has over it's victims. I used to look down my nose at drug addicts, because I didn't understand how anybody could let themselves lose control over something so stupid. Then it happened to me! Something HAS to be done to educate people on the power of this drug!!

Love and Prayers to each one of you suffering because of this drug!!

Guess I don't know any "cranked out" meth geekers. The people I know that do it [some daily], are like anyone else, but with more energy. They know that "Moderation is the key".
Maybe that's why so many of you posters remark that the person 'had it all'. They were energized so they could work harder and longer to get it all. Did they perhaps lose it all because the government has made it illegal, forfeiture is part of the punishment, and attorneys take the rest?
Is it that much worse than alcohol? Would it make more sense to put someone on meth in a drug treatment program, rather than send them to prison, causing hardship for their families?

Meth is much worse than alcohol. It is much more addicting. The user gets to where they need more and more of the drug to satisify their needs. They are always trying to reach the "high" they recieved from the first time or two that they used. These users that say "moderation is the key" will eventually end up like most meth addicts, give it time. My x husband has been sent to a Correctional Punishment Facility where he will be for 9mo. It is a very structured facility. They have groups all day to work on their treatment. They work the 12 steps and learn how to stay off the drug when they do get out. They also learn what they have done to themselves and their families. Will it work for him? Only time will tell. I think this type of facility was much better for him than being sent to a "real" prison.

Alcohol is nothing like meth!!!! When your loved one doesn't go to sleep at night and see's people running across the yard because they are trying to get him/her, then you know they need help.. Some people can hide it for awhile but not very long..my husband drives a truck. The first time he used it he was on a long haul and had no time to sleep.Buddie's of his just happened to have just the answer he needed.I was comepletly unaware.When he came in on the weekends and was coming down fromthe high he had all week,he slept constantly.I thought he was just exhausted.This was about 8yr's ago.When he stopped driving over the road he stopped using. He was reintroduced to it by freinds of his.This time it took him down a different rd. He was arrested for trafficking.He is now spending time in a state facility.The only good thing that has come from this experience is he has found Jesus and has committed his life to him.He has been clean for 3yr's now.He had gotten help from the Great Physician,Jesus christ, before he was sentanced.I praise God for this every day!!!! Meth is a killer,and it destroy's families. When it get's a hold of your freinds and they can't get the high they normally do, there will be no "moderation". The only thing you can compare to alcohol is the fact that with an alcohlic thay have to drink more and more to make them truly happy.That's the way it is with meth addict's....I pray for each person on hear that posted.It takes alot to tell other's about your loved one being on this stuff. You alway's think that this can't happen to me.Well, guess what? It happens to those who least expect it.God be with each of you!!!!

Meth, crank, speed, ........shall i go on? It has been the ruination of more families and communities. In recovery we are taught alcohol is a drug PERIOD.
Any mind altering crud even perscrips used improperly. Don't let addiction fool you it is a cunning enemy (duh guess who introduced it, the author of all confusion). I thank God everyday for recovery and now my hubby does also. Unfortunatly took SP/ recovery facility to help him find God and salvation thru Jesus. He is growing daily, thru prayer and reading the bible, and working his recovery. Now he can truly be a father and husband. And we can be a family that glorifies God in all ways. :D

God Bless and love and prayers
hiswife

Meth is what I consider "Borrowed Time" I say this because the people who use it stay up for days with no sleep so I consider it "borrowed time". I hate Meth! It has made my life so difficult at this time and I have never used it or any type of drugs before. I have read each story on here and they are all the same, you lose a loved one. They are not the same person, not that person you knew before meth. Its so stupid how a little ugly looking substance can take control. It scared the heck out of me when I read about someone getting chemical burns on their lungs. I just want to say "I hate Meth, it is stupid"

You only have on chance to say no to methamphetamines. My son before meth was a very loving kind boy. He lost everthing to meth including his looks. He now is in prison in Missouri. I call it rescued for him because I know he was very close to death. My son now after many months sounds like the loving boy he was before he got trap in the house of horror. He is glad that God spared him to give him a second chance. I had to just let go and let God take care of him. He could not him my cries because the addiction was to strong. Mothers Against Methamphetamines of Rolla Mo.
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Meth is THE DESTROYER It caused my grandson to have to drop out of college --lose a good job-and end up in jail then SAFP. It caused my granddaughter to lose custody of her 2 girls--lose all her furniture-car and even some of her very personal things. Her and her hubby got a divorce etc. She ended up in jail and on to SAFP soon for the second go round.
My great-granddaughters that I am raising lost their Mom and Dad's over meth--the oldest great gran's Dad will hold down a job until the attorney general finds him to collect child support then he runs again--he has been in and out of substance abuse centers just to go back to using in around 60 days--no car no home etc. Youngest great-gran's Dad came from a home with means--he lost 3 different families (wife or live-ins) and 4 children by these 3 different homes. He has lost a number of cars--when he runs from the law he just leaves everything except a few clothes so he is considered homeless. he may hold down a job about 3 months out of the year until he finds someone new to take him in. His Mom and Dad have finally given up after about 14 years of this. Both Dad's are in and out of jail on small charges but have never gone to prison YET.
I hate Meth or any drugs with a passion because it is THE DESTROYER
Proud grannie

(continued) I forgot to add the latest--We just recently found out my soon-to-be X son-in-law had been sexual abusing his step daughters (my granddaughters) for years and YES Meth was involved. My daughter did not know about the drug abuse or the sexual abuse until the damage had been done.
Another time METH WAS THE DESTROYER

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MAMA OF ROLLA MO.
Join me to fight Methamphetamines before we lose anymore to this drug.

I come from a very different world then I have been shown recently. The people I grew up with experimented with pot, did a few pills and most moved on and got a life. My parents were alcoholics and so have all the men in my life been. I know now it's because it's what I was used to. Atleast I knew what to expect. Then I met my husband. As a pen pal. We fell in love and have now been married for 2 years. He was (is?) a Meth head. I wanted to meet his family. I have a very small one, and I thought having a big family would be nice. They live in the town I live in. I have since regreted ever meeting them!! The only good thing about it is I now know why my husband is where he is. Doing 18 years in a CA State Prison! His whole family uses Meth. He is the oldest of 9 kids. They all use!! His mother is in jail right now for Transportation/sales of Meth. His family are all homeless. They go from one place to the next, use people, steal from them and then get kicked back to the streets. Not one of the 9 kids has graduated high school! They range from 15 to 30 yeras old. At one point, all but one were in jail or prison! I had tried to help these people. I brought them into my home. I wrote the ones in prison, sent them money, stamps etc., picked them up from prison, got them clothes etc., and every single one of them has stolen from me!! That's what Meth does. They steal from each other!! Like a bunch of Hyenas! I have never seen anything like it!! Not one of them has written my husband. Not one has visited him. He is in because of something he did while under the influence and he totally admits he would have never done it except for the Meth. His ex, the mother of his two children, which she lost to CPS and they have been adopted out, is now in jail on drug charges. I have never seen anything like it!! None of them work. In the two years I have knowm them!! They all go running back to Mommy when they get out of jail, prison, rehab, whatever, because she has the drugs! She has put a couple of her kids in prison for things her boyfriends do because they supply her with her drugs and drug money! To H#*@ with the kids!! I have had stolen: 2 VCRs, 2 of my sons expensive mountain bikes, my digital camera and all the stuff that goes with it ($800 worth!), all my jewelry (including my wedding ring!), my 35 mm camera that sold used for $500, my car (yes, my car!!), the stereo out of my car, all my woodworking tools, my mechanics tools, my sons tool box, his VCR, a set of swords that were given to me by my son as a wedding gift, a collection of knives, CDs, clothes, you name it!! All in the course of about 6 months!! I had his sister and her 3 kids and her boyfriend come in and tell us lies about how she saw his daughter with her mom and she was taking her to CPS and how she would help me get custody of her. All along she knew the little girl had been adopted out 2 years before but my husband didn't know it. And do you know why she would tell such terrible lies to her own brother? So she would have a place for her and her kids to stay because she dosen't work and either does her boyfriend, they just deal and use Meth all day!!

I can't even comprehend doing the things they do to their own family!! And they do it to everyone they are near! They are like giant leeches! They even stole a case of Snickers bars and a case of KitKats that I had ready to send to my husband!!

So now I am afraid my husband is using again. I think the whole thing about his daughter just sent him into such a depression, getting his hopes up to have them broken to pieces, that I think he is trying to run away from it all!! From what others have told me there are all the signs. So our marriage might be at jeopardy. Do I wait all the years to find out I was just used and to have everything fall in around me? God I hate this stuff!! Meth has got to be the worst! It turns people into animals!! Arghhh!

hi. i just wanted to share a poem my husband wrote while in prison for meth charges, this drug really is the drug of all drugs, a ruiner of lives, and it is not prejudice about who it takes down. This poem is true to his and my life.


The Life

This is the life if you don't say nope
You'll end up dedicating your life to dope
Whether you snort, slam, or smoke a glass dick
You sold your soul to something sick
You won't notice but you will change
You'll become something scary and strange
People will offer you food, I mean think of your condition
They see you're all tore up from malnutrition
Once again you pass the food up on the table
And go to another issue for which you are able
You spin around town thinking you're cool
F*ck what they think, you're nobody's fool!
But one by one people leave you alone
They're starting to see the monster that has grown
First it's your friends, then your kids and wife
Your convinced you don't need them trashing your life
Then one buzzed day you realize and finally see
That they're all part of this big f*cking conspiracy
You shake the thought and do another blast
Thinking and wondering how long this can last
What once was days is now a time of no length
Your habit rolls on, growing in strength
What once was kicks is now too real
You've got a brainstorm and now think you should deal!
Now the shit just took a nasty turn
You've jumped in the fire and started to burn!
At first your taken, shakin, and treated like your lame
But before long your hip to the game
First thing you realize and this is a must
You are the only one that you can trust!
Now all your time is spent making rounds
First you do quarter grams, ounces, then pounds!
Now on to the last chapter of this book
You've decided you're going to become a cook!
You know in your heart its nothing but trouble
Just sitting in th lab watching the shit bubble
You're now a target for the cops, feds, and DEA
Even knowing all this you continue to play
Things in your life are so f*cking intense
You're thinking what's happening, this doesn't make sense
Then one night while you're minding the store
Sixteen punk cops come crashing through your door!
You know it's all over when you go to court
F*ck there's fifteen informants on the police report
While walking the prisonyard you have time to think
How your life has become so f*cked up and wrecked
Then it finally fades like a neon sign
Hey brother, want another line
Soberly you realize your world of strife
The price is heavy for living The Life!

meth is horrible in oregon ya'll don't even know.

a couple who live a few blocks away have run a meth house for many years, they blew up the first one and were arrested got out and started cookin up in this next house. The neighborhood is filled with addicts , the couple next these people took their 2 children 8 and9 years old over so the pervert could molest them and in return he gave the couple free Meth. The kids finally told a teacher at school and a social worker and police went over , the guy was arrested and again released with charges dropped. He has now started molesting the 13 year old he has strung out and her parents are customers. This pig, never does much time and has been arrested many times. He is just allowed to run free and molest away.. With the 8 and 9 year old kids, he had them perform oral sex on each other while he watched.
He is a sick slime ball and the silly women living with him over looks it but she has teen aged kids too and I would bet he has molested them. They are both so strung out that it is sickening, the women is prostitute and they are both hepatitis ridden

meth is horrible in oregon ya'll don't even know.

Oregon does have a really bad problem. Apparently Oregon treats more meth addicts per capita than any other state.