My Dear Brother,
December 20 will mark 2 years since your death. We all miss you so much. If you went on your own, I understand why. Your life behind bars was too much to handle. But, if you didn't go on your own, please know that I am still seeking the answers.
I love you so much, and this time of year makes it so much harder. If I could have anything for Christmas, it would be to have you back.
The greatest gift you ever gave me was that hug on our last visit. If I would have know it would be our last, I wouldn't have let go.
I pray that you are with Jesus this Christmas, and you will be beside me at our family Christmas. I'll be looking for you in every light on the tree, or star in the sky.
My Christmas wish for you is the ultimate peace and freedom....
Loving you always and forever,
Nikita

Nikita I feel your pain.

Nikita,

I understand how you feel. I lost my Son a little over a year ago to the prison system here and would give anything to have him back even just to say goodbye and for one last hug and smile. As you I haven't given up and won't. Keep asking questions and searching until you find out the truth, it is out there. We just have to be persistant and not give up. My prayers are with you this Christmas, and that we both feel our loved ones near us when we need them the most, to feel their presence.

Tigger Mom

Thank you both so much for your responses. Tigermom, I will also pray for you. I'm sorry that you have to go through this also. I have been fighting for the truth for the past 2 years, and never once gave up. My brother would never give up on me. He had asked me to dealve deep if anything happened to him, and deep I go. My complaints have been filed, and it's just a matter of a little more time, and then hopefully I will find out if justice really does work.
Again, I will say a prayer for you and your son. Best of wishes to you in seeking your answers.
Nikita

I am so sorry Nikita, I can not imagine how you feel but will keep you in my thoughts.

Happy holidays and keep going and you will find your answers.

Bless both of you that have suffered the loss of your loved ones in prison! You both sound like strong ladies that are drawing strength from wanting the truth, I admire your courage, and grieve for you both. Wendy

Nikita I hope you find out the truth and may justice be served.

So sorry for you and Tigger mom at this time and always.
May you all rejoice in heaven one day.

Nikita I am so sorry for your loss.

I'm sorry that you lost your loved ones in the midst of an already difficult situation. I will keep you in my prayers.

Nikita I am so sorry for your loss