Please have patience with me, I am having a awful moning. I miss him so much today. He was so special to me. I thought we would be together longer than we were. I waited so long, and put everything into that wait. I waited like a lady, I honored him in all things. I wanted him to be proud of me, and he was.

He did so much for me emotionally, he was my life. This song helps me explains how I felt about our relationship.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xFvlUMtwffQ

Menia, so sorry for you loss. May God help you find comfort.

Menia, I don't feel like I'm always as good with words as I've seen from some. I have gray days myself where I don't feel like doing much except crying and I am not dealing with death as you are. I so wish there was a magic take away the pain pill and I would wing it your way.