Seeing this forum can't help but remind me of two friends from the inside.

Jerry (nick Pop's, but so is everyone's nick over 50, I use to call people who call me that Son) and a friend who made it out but not for long Ken (California).

Both of these fine men helped me thru my experience. Jerry had heart problems and die when the med's given to him were not working and sick call refused to see him. He was a kind man, who befriended me, shared cookies, a loan of a radio to hear the TV. His family treated him shabby, never visiting nor helping.

Ken was from California, passed from Cancer after a few months out. I think the Cancer came from his longing to see his wife, but alas she too had died before he got out.

In my daily prayers I pray for them. At Jerry's death, when I heard about it I pray for my Dad to meet him, pour a cold beer and pass a pack of Marlboro's. Dad would have like him, he was a good soul.

Remeber the men, woman, and children in prison in your talks to God, however you may vision Him or Her. For me I hope to see them again when it's my time to go.

God Bless to all. May you find out that we are all connected by strings of light to each other. Something I felt in an empty yard when I was inside. God let me know that no matter how far away from friends and family, we all are together by His love and touch.

God Bless.

You are right we are all together by His love and touch.

Loosing a loved one is hardly an emotion which someone whom had not experienced this can imagine. (UN)-fortunately, I can empathize and sympathize on that note..I wish you great strength in dealing with the emotions which ajoin a loss of a loved one. You will find a link under my name, which will proove to be very beneficial to you. As you also need help with the dealing of this. Please always remember that you and your loved one are being thought of.


There was a tiny little soul amoungst other tiny little souls in heaven which wanted to have a talk with God, so the tiny little soul so bright asked for a moment in which to speak.
Tiny little soul: Hello God, thank you so much for me being such a bright soul within this realm.
God: You are quite welcome tiny little soul.
Tiny little soul: Wow, God I was wondering if theres more to being than this and wanted to know if you would help me experience whatever there is out there?
God: Of course I will tiny little soul.
Tina little soul: Oh great (jumping up and down, jumping up and down)
God: What is it that you want to experience Tiny little soul?
Tiny little soul: Well, I want to be special.
God: Oh, you want to be special huh? What would you consider being special?
Tiny little soul: (frustrated like a teenager) Uuuh, I don`t know, your God, you tell me!
God: Tiny little soul, look around you.

So Tiny little soul looks around itself and notices that all the countless many tiny little souls were gathering around them so to listen to the conversation between God and Tiny little soul.

God: Do you see all the tiny little souls around you, they are all special, there lights are just as bright as yours is, do you see their beauty as angels, I created nothing else other than special souls.
Tiny little soul Looks back at God and says: Aww, this is not fun. How can I be special if all the tiny little souls are like me?
God: Well you could start by naming me some things which would make you differ from the other tiny little souls.
Tiny little soul: Oh yeah, I can do that! I can be nice to others, and I can be curtious and teach others to do well. That would be special wouldn`t it? (jumping up and down, jumping up and down again)
God: Yes, Tiny little soul, that would be special. Or you could be FORGIVING.
Tiny little soul: Whats that? Tiny little soul said.
Okay - I`ll do it! I`ll be forgiving. Thats being really special, right?
God: But how would we know that this is you, since all of the tiny little souls shine as bright as yourself?
Tiny little soul: Oh no God, thats a problem again.
God: I know what, we will surround you with darkness, so that when you forgive, you`ll see the light around you.
Tiny little soul: I am all excited, oh yeah, that sounds like a perfect PLAN.
God: But Tiny little soul, we run into another problem.
Tiny little soul: uuuuuuh, what now?
God: Theres no one to forgive! Look around you. All of you shine so bright and are so loving that theres no reason to forgive. You will need another to help you experience what "forgiveness" is. And besides, the other tiny little soul must reduce its consciousness to such a dark and low frequency and do something so horrid to you, something so terrible that it allows you to have the chance to forgive. I don`t know Tiny little soul.

Tiny little soul sits there in all sadness and hurt because it can`t experience what the emotion "forgiveness" feels like.

Tiny little soul: But I really really want to be special and forgive.

It knows that all the tiny little souls around it sees this as another tiny little soul steps up and says to Tiny little soul: I`ll help you Tiny little soul, I`ll help you..

Tiny little soul: Really! Would you do that for me? Oh great, I get to experience Forgiveness, I get to experience forgiveness! (jumoing up and down)

It stands there very quite and amazed shortly thereafter and ponders. "But... why would you do that for me tiny little soul? Why would you lower your beautiful light so far, so that you give me a chance to experience this"?

The other tiny little soul says: Because I love you Tiny little soul and if you want to experience Forgiveness then I will be happy to play that dark part, so that you can. We have done this before, don`t you remember? Once you were the boy and I was the girl, then we switched parts again and I was the good guy and you were the criminal. Do did the same for me.

Tiny little soul: Oh I remember now. Yes, I remember.

the other tiny little soul: goes over to the side and looks terribly saddend and says, But you have to promise me something okay?

Tiny little soul: ANYTHING you want, I will do for you! You name it!

the other tiny little soul: When at that moment where I hurt you the most, where I have done the most terrible thing anyone could have ever done to you. Please don`t forget who I really am, please don`t forget that we are two tiny little souls whom are doing this so that you can experience. For if you do then we will need a third tiny little soul to remind us of who we are.

Tiny little soul: OH NO! I will never forget that you loved me so much to help me experience forgiving and I promise you that when you do the worst there is to do to me, I will forgive you! I promise you that, I promise.



All the envolved tiny little souls incarnated soon thereafter.

Next time there is an aggressor, keep in mind its the tiny little soul or maybe YOU are the third soul whom is to remind the other souls of what they really are!

I loved this. I want to print this out for my daughters Sunday school class. 3rd grade. Thanks tiny little soul!

I loved this. I want to print this out for my daughters Sunday school class. 3rd grade. Thanks tiny little soul!

I knew you would like it, as it states what you feel inside and have always "known to be true", however needed to be "reminded" of ;).

I wish you lots of love and happiness. Reaching out clear across 6000 miles away from you to share a careing smile. Pass it on.