I Love This Site And think It's So Awsome So Don't Get Me Twisted Cause here It's Like Your Not Alone Through This cause you have all these Other People goin through the samethings as you. And If You Have A Question or something everyone is here to help you.:D But lately as I read about other things yall say bout your guys I just feel so sad and wanna cry :( . I dunno what's wrong with me cause I get letters from him all the time so it's not like we never communicate. And We Don't even have any problems between us right now.. all there is, Is luv so i don't know what my problem is. I just can't ever get him off my mind and it seems like a life time before we will eva be together you know.. Plus I never get to hear his voice anymore because the people I lived with have blocked all collect calls from comin in even if i offer to pay.... Sorry To Be Such A Downer I Just Needed To get this out and this seemed like a good place cause it seems like no one else not even my closest amigas understand.

I think what your feeling is very normal. I also have those times where i seriously feel so down & out about not having my sweety here with me, & the people around me really don't understand. There are good days & bad days, & the simple things in life feel like one hell of a mission sometimes, but hey...... we do it for Love huh? I personally think this site is "the best" site to express how your feeling. I hope your feeling better soon. All the best ~Taz~ ;)

I am so sorry about you not being able to receive phone calls!!! When my son could make calls, prior to Alhambra, it was all I looked forward to. I would go to work just knowing that when I got home he would call me. I really miss hearing from him right now. I hope by next week I will be able to hear from him

I know how you feel...its a sad life and sad times are hard to deal with. The trick is to just love him, and be there as much as you can be there for him...I know how hard it is not to be able to have phone calls, for over 2 years i couldnt get phone calls, I couldn't afford it. the only thing that holds me together is the fact that I know one day my baby will be free and he will come home to me...you two love eachother and that is the most important thing in life.

Don't give up, girl. The thing is you may feel awful today and tomorrow you may get a letter that will make your week.For me, I TRY(though it's hard sometimes!!!) to focus on the positive and I do things to make us feel closer. We do little surveys and quizzes through the mail. Can he take pictures at his unit to send you? I realize these years that we are physically separated, have made us closer spiritually and emotionally. I try to make even the holidays a memory, we can share and remember and best of all laugh at. Nothing helps us more than laughing together.

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dam ladys sounds like my life i keep trying to be happy and look on the brite side but when im down and need someone i have no one and it is hard i want to be the sad one who someone is always seeing if im ok or need anything i want to spend my sunday sleeping in but i love him so im up at3 am driving 2 hours aways to visit i cant help it he is my world and i still have 18 years to go i hope i can make it god willing i will

WOW...you know what with the love that you have in your heart and the lord above you will make it!