i tried both tonight a aa and a an and i wont be going back to either of them why waste my time i dont want to get into the mix and it seems like thats all they do you cant hear because of the kids screaming and running around there parents are out side smoking cigarettes. i managed to stay clean this long without any meetings. i did buy a 12 and 12 in na and a big book in aa plus a couple other books how it works ect ill just read them and go from there victorville must really suck as far as the meetings go. and i would love to have a cyber sponser if it's still ok i have another operation on monday but ill go in sometime sat and who knows when ill get out but when i do ill come here

I am so sorry this happened for you! Don't give up before you find one....There has got to be other ones that are really good and prayfully you haven't found it yet. If you want the cyber sponsor you need to ask someone okay. I know that some on here have offered to assist so my suggestion is pm them and ask them to sponsor you okay. Let us know how your surgery goes okay. Hang in there!!!!

cherrie from tx

its not always like that and i have found that even at the worst meetings if i tried i could still take something away with me from them. i know you have some clean time on your own but please dont disregard the importance of having a group of people around you for support that are going though the same things and doing it sober. that is all meetings are really for. support and guidance.