happykp
10-19-2006, 11:57 PM
Hello from the last frontier - I am scheduled to self surrender to Carswell in a couple of weeks. I am a bit nervous and don't know what to expect. I had hip surgery a few years ago and was recently diagnosed with MS (but I don't have ANY problems whatsoever) so I'm not sure if I'm going to the Camp (as from reading on here I guess there is) or the Medical center. I am going to serve a 36 month sentence and not sure how long that means I will be there. I am a bit nervous as I am leaving my baby (she's 21 but still my baby) who this will be her first time on her own (I know, I know it's about time!) but I'm a Mom so what can I say :) ! First off I will be flying in from Anchorage by myself. I don't know ANYONE in TX and don't have much money as I paid bills well in advance for my daughter. I have no idea where I'm going and I'm sure a taxi would break me, any suggestions? I have contacted my Church here in AK to see if we had any sister Churches that perhaps could help. I don't know where the heck I'm going, not to mention I will probably be a wreck. At least I don't have to endure the 'Con Air' flight I heard such horrible things about or have to endure SeaTac or OK City. I just don't know what to expect and I know I'm rattling on so I apologize in advance. I just would like some advice, info, help, prayers all of the above. I'm just scared, not about prison (well that too) but leaving my daughter and not seeing her or ANYONE I know for years. I feel so ALONE already and I'm not even there yet. I have a friend here who's step-daughter I guess knows someone there and she said she receives emails from her, can that be possible? That would be great as we won't be able to afford the phone calls. What kind of jobs are there, any Unicor jobs? What can I bring with me, if anything? Thank you for any help you can offer. I am suppose to be there on Oct. 30th, 2006 but we are going to ask for another week or so as we were just notified today and without 2 weeks the flights are outrageous. Would anyone be willing to have a new friend while I'm there? :o