Well things are a little better,not a whole lot.But I've made up my mind that I'm tired of stressing over all of this mess....we're either gonna make it or we're not!!!If he's willing to leave me over a few problems like this well then he wasn't really mine to begin with!!!:thumbsup:

amen sister...that's a girl...

You go girl!!!!!!!!

OK, but did you go to a doctor??????

Damn it ladies....damn him,he left this morning(Sunday)so I looked up an old guy friend(boyfriend)of mine and went and spent the day with him and had a real heart to heart with him,I explained to him what has been going on and I feel alot better!!!Y'all I really thought I didn't want Lee to leave but after he did it was like a huge wait had been lifted off of my shoulders.I guess he had just hurt me soooooo much here lately that I was glad for him to go!!!OH and by the way the drive I thought was gone......well it's definately NOT gone.I guess I was just to the point with Lee that I just thought I still loved him and wanted him here.I took the day off of work and went and took some well deserved ME time and had a great day after all the sh** with him leaving this morning.But oh boy is Monday gonna be a looooong day,I've been up since 4 Sunday morning so I guess Monday night will be a really early bed time.

Girl...I'm sorry about all of this...I honestly thought y'all would have a really happy ending! As long as you are okay & happy...I'm cool with that! If you need to talk...you know where to find me! :)

***huggs***
Sel

Well, You deserved some ME time...girl you know we are here for u if you need us...

I understand the weight coming off your shoulders. At the same time, we often regret the time and emotions that went down the tubes with the death of the relationship. Eventually it will sift out, and you'll know if you nade the right decision. Meantime, it does feel GOOD to be light and breathing again!!

Sometimes you have to do what is best for yourself.You don't need all the heart ache.There is always someone out there for you.Keep your head up.If you need to talk you know where i am at.