WELL SO MUCH FOR BEING OK AND AND BEING HEADACHE FREE. I GOT 2 REAL BAD ONES LAST WEEK. MY BOSS CALLED AN AMBULANCE WHEN I WAS AT WORK ON THURSDAY AND IT WAS A LOT OF DRAMA..

LET'S JUST SAY I AM NOT OK AND I AM NOT SURE WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY HEAD. RIGHT NOW I AM OK THANK GOODNESS. I AM TAKING IT FROM MOMENT TO MOMENT AT THIS POINT. WORDS CAN NOT BEGIN TO DISCRIBE WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY HEAD. I AM REALLY SCARED AND UNSURE OF WHAT IS GOING ON.

HONESTLY I THOUGHT THAT I WAS GOING TO BE FINE. I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE SPECIALIST AS SOON AS THEY MAKE ME AN APPOINTMENT. I AM JUST FRUSTRATED AND TIRED OF DEALING WITH THIS. YET HERE I AM NO BETTER THEN I WAS BEFORE THEY DID THAT SURGERY. MAYBE WORSE SINCE MY HOPES WHERE UP.

SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY I AM STILL HERE AND WHY I HAVE HAD TO ENDURE SO MUCH PAIN AND LOSS IN MY LIFE THEN I LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE. I GUESS THERE IS A REASON BUT DAMNED IF I KNOW WHY.. I AM SORRY TO BE BIT#$^%@ BUT I AM JUST PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW AND JUST NEEDED TO VENT A LITTLE.. :fb: :pissed:

Shortie...I am so sorry. I know it is frustrating because you have to "wait" for appointments and stuff. Hang in there girl. You have your kids, that is enough reason to fight AND if you need help fighting then by all means vent and scream and ALL of us here will hold you up and keep you going.

SHORTIE- I AM SO SORRY THIS IS HAPPENNG TO YOU- HOPEFULLY THEY CAN FIGURE OUT EXACTLY WHAT IS GOING ON AND GET THINGS UNDER CONTROL-PLEASE LET US KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING WE CAN DO. HANG IN THERE- BETTER DAYS ARE COMING. I LOVE YOU GIRL.

Shortie...
I too hate to see you suffer and hate being powerless to make it all better... Never feel badly about venting... I can relate to it being hard to understand why we have to go through all we do... but remember, the harder it rains the bigger and brighter the rainbow... you do have your blessings in your children and in Ant.. and one day your joys together in years to come will outweigh the pain and heartache and frustration of the year you are going through right now.... Hang tough girl.... We love you and will be praying for you!!

The strength of a woman. Shortie, your amazing in spite of what you've been/going through!

THANKS EVERYONE FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT.. RIGHT NOW I CAN ONLY VENT I AM JUST SO PISSED AND I AM REALY TIRED SO BARE WITH ME IF I GET OUT OF CHARATER FOR A MINUTE... IT AM REALLY TRYING TO KEEP POSITIVE IN ALL OF THIS...

Shortie,
I can't say that I know how you feel because I don't, even though I get migrains all the time it can't compare to what you are dealing with. I'm sorry to hear that but I'm glad that you're OK for now. Keep us updated and I hope you feel better!

Shortie....

I am so sorry to hear that you are having more problems w/your headaches girl!! You stay strong no matter what! You are in my thoughts & prayers...we all love ya girl!! Keep us posted on how you are doing, ok?

Take care!

Vent, Baby, Vent.... Let it all out.... Sometimes that helps more than anything, just crying, screaming, and telling friends about the problems...

My love and prayers are always with you... You really are a very strong woman as Bray has said..... I know right now you don't feel that way, but you will be O.K.

Thanks for the e-mails you have sent me... They really are a blessing to me.... I love ya girl.. Tell Anthony Hello


My Prayers and Love
Donna

today was a bad day just frustrated and not feeling good. the doctor is not make my referrals so i am getting frustrated. sometimes i wonder what it is going to take to get them to take my head more serious. my boss called the er today and was going to make me go in.. thank goodness i got her to let me go lay down. it passed a while later but i did not want to go get all poked for no reason. i hate that more then anything. i feel like a pin coshin :(

donna you are more then welcome for the emails.. anything i can do to make someone's day a little better is my pleasure.

Hey Shorty,

I can't even to begin to imagine your pain as I do not suffer headaches much, but I hope your Dr. will help you once you get those referrals. And thats something I do know a little about, at least what a hassle it is. Get Well Soon :)

LET ME JUST SAY THAT IT REALLY SUCKS,,,

shortie, first off, it sounds like you are working in a very supportive environment ~ what a blessing! the entire medical world can be very confusing and frustrating. just remember to be assertive and if you're not happy with what someone is telling you, or you don't understand something, speak up! you're in my thoughts, honey. *hugs*

Don't be sorry. We all need to do it once in a while. I'll be praying for you.
Cindy

Your in my prayers too shortie..hope you get to feeling better soon!

Shortie I am sorry to hear you are not much better..just hang in there..and PRAY PRAY PRAY! Things will start to look up...you are in my thoughts and prayers always...if Ican do anything just let me know!

CINDY
THANKS FOR THE PRAYERS.. I AM NOT DOING TO WELL THESE DAYS.. JUST TRYING TO HANG IN THERE AND STAY POSITIVE.. I AM JUST TRYING TO REMEMBER THAT GOD IN ALWAYS IN CONTROL AND I NEED TO NOT STRESS.

THANKS FOR ALL THE PRAYERS MY FAMILY AND I REALLY NEED THEM.. I AM HAVING SURGERY ON THE 11TH OF SEPT TO PUT IN A SHUNT AND TO DO ANOTHER REMOVAL OF THE BLOOD.. I AM NOT SURE IF I WILL LAST THAT LONG BUT WE WILL SEE..

I JUST REALIZE THAT I AM HAVING SURGERY TO SAVE MY LIFE ON THE 1 YR ANNIVERSARY OF 9-11 HOW WEIRD...

HANG IN THERE SHORTIE- WE LOVE YA!

THANKS SHERRI I AM TRYING HONEST I AM TRYING.. I AM GOING TO SEE ANT TOMORROW I HAVE NOT GOTTEN A LETTER IN 5 DAYS SO I AM TRIPPIN NEEDLESS TO SAY I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS VISIT TOO IT HAS BEEN 3 WEEKS

I've been getting migrains since 15years of age. the most painful thing , I lose vision , knees get week, slured speech, can't stand light or noise , and the pain is unbearable.I found after several years it all had to do with blood vessels in the back of my head closing but don't know what brings it on. I really feel for you and hope you will be helped very, very soon. God bless you .

VALERIE-HAVE YOU NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET ANY RELIEF FOR THOSE MIGRAINES? I PRAY YOU CAN GET SOME RELIEF- THROUGH MEDICATION OR SOMETHING- YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS-

YOU TOO SHORTY!

MY PRECIOUS SHORTIE :

YOU KNOW, I CANNOT QUITE COMPREHEND THE PROBLEMS WE ALL HAVE HAD TO ENDURE OVER THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS.... I SEEMS SO VERY UNREAL.... BUT, ONE THINGS ABOUT IT, IT REALLY HAS AND WILL CONTINUE TO MAKE US STRONGER.....

MY LOVE TO YOU AND ANTHONY BOTH.... TRY TO CONTINUE TO STAY POSITIVE AND KEEP YOUR PRAYERS TO YOUR HEAVENLY FATHER FLOWING.... TURN THIS ALL OVER TO HIM SO THAT YOUR LITTLE HEART WILL NOT BREAK....

I REALLY FEEL IN MY HEART THAT GOD HAS A TREMENDOUS JOB FOR YOU HERE ON THIS EARTH GIRL.... HE IS NOT GOING TO LET ANYTHING REALLY BAD HAPPEN TO YOU.... YOUR TIME IS NOT OVER....

I SEND A BLESSING TO YOU AND ALL THE LOVE IN MY HEART..... MAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU..


DONNA

Donna

I am so blessed right now. Sometimes I think we need a reminder not to give up.. I am so young and have had such a hard life. Sometimes I really start to feel like I am loosing it. Then God remindes just how special I am to him and I get my balance back.

Thanks for letting God use you to help me get my balance back.. I needed it.. I know God has something really big for me.. I just need to stay faithful and keep my eyes on the Lord and everything will be alright.

I know he did not give me a spirit of fear so I am really trying to be brave right now.. Deep down I am scared and he knows it.. :(

HE is right there holding your hand....and we are here to support you through all of this....I hope that after that surgery you will be feeling 100% again....remember you have to go through the bad to appreciate the good! I luv Ya! Hang in there....miss ya!

I dont know you, but it sounds as if you would qualify for Socail Security Disability. It would not hurt to try, and if approved it would help your kids out also.Money does not buy happiness, but it sure does keep some problems away. Good luck and God bless. Steve&kids

Thanks steve but through all of this I have managed to keep my job.. I will got route when i absolutly need to.. Save the money for people how truly need it. I may and I just pray that it will be there when I do...

I miss you to amelia,
I am so glad we finally got to talk last night. It really made me feel good.. god bless and i will talk to you soon..

shortie: i hope you find some relief for your pain soon. it's amazing the life you keep up despite that ~ you are one busy woman! hang in there, we all care about you!!! *hugs*

THANKS I AM SURE THAT THE DOCTORS ARE GOING TO DO SOMETHING SOON. THEY HAVE TO... I THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENTS... YOU ARE PRETTY AMAZING YOURSELF.

It was great to finally talk to you too! you really brought up my spirits!! Hang in there!

Shortie,

I hope you are feeling better soon and everything goes ok with your medical visits.

right now I can not get into the doctor it really sucks and i am just trying to maintain.. it must not be to serious if they will let me go like this.. so I just try to be careful....

SHORTIE:

MAY THE GOOD LORD ABOVE BLESS AND KEEP YOU.... I THINK ABOUT YOU EACH DAY AND PRAY FOR YOU....

MY LOVE AND GODS LOVE IS ALWAYS WITH YOU


DONNA

thank you donna i love you so much.. you are such a blessing to me..