Where is the post on this thread? ((looking side to side)) where are you going with this one V.....I still haven't gotten a letter I think I might have said something to make him mad:O I hope it isn't that but I don't know what else to think I called CCI today and hes not on lockdown so what else is there and he does have money on his books....anyway I should stop stressing.....

I guess this is a thread to blah blah blah...... The thread vanished! V whats goin on? Are you ok girl? Stop blowin bubbles girlfriend and handle your business! ha ha

Memoirs... the roller coaster of emotions, the momentary lapse in sanity wondering if I can do this and if it is worth it, the 'hit me like a ton of bricks' realization that he and I are meant for each other no matter what. The days I get so angry at him for being gone just to miss him so much in the very next moment I have to find a shirt to hug. Wondering and worring everyday if he is ok. Trying to keep things positive and upbeat in the daily letters so he can smile and not worry about us. Dealing with the looks and rumors and trying to decide what to tell people (when you want to yell "its none of your damn business!") And lets not forget the regular visits to PTO to see what the 'family' is up to... these ladies who have become friends because of a common situation. These ladies who have been more encouraging and understanding than my own family and friends...

NOW that is some Memoirs..No but on a serious NOTe.. I had the BOMB thread and it VANISHED.. so I am going to RE THread tomorrow.. It will be entiltled Memoirs 2...So Whatnow. I am sorry love, I have disappointed you.. I know you wait patiently to see what i am going to unravel..LOL
And the bubbles are in the tub...Hahahaha!!
BVN!!To be COntinueD!!!!

Oh Alsgirl you said that well chica!!!! Claps and hats off to you that is some real memoir moments!!!! I also have huged shirts wondering if I was crazy, cried myself to sleep wondering why this happened to me (us), I have prayed daily and asked GOD TO KEEP MY OTHER HALF SAFE! oh ladies its hard but we are soldiers and if we can get through this then there is nothing that can ever get us down... Being a wife of an inmate is not easy at all in fact it is harder than being a single mom! I have had many memorable moments and I will share a little later! Good night family!

And thank you Als Girl for the COmpliment.. THats what we are here for..so I guess this is a thread to JUST LET IT ALLL HANG OUT....
On that note.. I have CRIED today and Smiled after.. Crying because I miss him, smiling because he wiped my tears away with his gental touch.. He is my Rib, and God created him especially for me.. The love that has grown is undenyably the kind of love that is mentioned only in BOOKS and in MOVIES.. but I have found my PRINCE.. I am the proudest wife ever.. I am PROUD that I have a MAN that loves me and my flaws, I am proud that he is PROUD of me, I am PROUD that he FORGIVES me, I love to know what LOVE is in the TRUEST FORM OF THE WORD...
Sometimes I just sigh and thank GOD... Because HE loves me enough to have created B in mind just for ME..and ME just for HIM... We are UNBREAKABLE..
Goodnight Di.. and God Bless you all....

I guess we rall going through something up in here but we r all here for each other in some type of way so we will all be ok keep up the support...

My Heart And Soul Are Connected To His Heart And Soul. We Are One And Without Him Standing Next To Me I Am Not Whole. He's My Rib, My Everything. Everyday Without Him Is Pain And Agony, But Knowing We Will Be United Again Is The Best And Greatest Feeling Ever. My Kids Tell Me All The Time They Wish Daddy Was Here And I Tell Them Daddy Is Always Here In Our Hearts. Every Step I Take, Every Decision I Make, Every Breath That I Breathe He Is Involved. He Never Leaves My Mind Or My Heart. Nothing Can Break Us Or Take Him Away. Yeah He's In That Locked Down Hell Physically, But I Have His Heart And Soul. I Have All Our Wonderful Memories, I Have The Everyday Blessing Of Being His Wife. God Sent Him To Me. I Know He Did. We Have Cried, Laughed, Fought And Played Together. I Would Not Ever Change Our Lives. God Has Set Us On This Journey Together To Learn From Each Other And Make Our Life Together. I Love Him With Everything That I Have. God Bless

Dang ladies last night while I was counting sheep y'all were professing your love to your men...maybe I should have stayed up... :) But I feel you ladies I haven't had the chance to feel as open about my love, my life or anything for that matter but here, I feel able to really let go.... there are times that I post and just the thought of what could be or what is I do get emotional......and the fact that friends n family don't understand but this "family" gets me is kind of irritating you know the saying "Bloods thincker than water" we may not be binded by real blood but I think we are binded by our emotional "blood" and that is why we are "family" and even when our men come home we will always have, remember and know eachother because we all got through this together.

And that is what its all about .....Put ur left foot in , u put ur left foot out u put your left foot in and you shake it all about you do the hokie pokie and you turn urself around thats what its all about....LOL
Just had to be me...

Always crazy as can be that would be VVVVVVVVVVVV..... Good post What! Luv ya girl! All you CCI ladies and my other friends (2) that I met while doin this time will always be my people!!! Ya hear!!!!!!!!!!

Where is the LOVE.......for the lil People....

I dont know shorty??? You tell us!

The luv is up in here up in here........

ONE THING WE ALL HAVE IN COMMON FOR REAL IS THE LOVE WE HAVE FOR OUR HONEY'S. HOLLA

True that Hagan b cuz i luv my boo 2 death......

Where is the LOVE.......for the lil People....

:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :love: :love: :love: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: WHO NEEDS LOVE? I HAVE A LOT TO GIVE. I'LL SHARE..:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :grouphug: :love: :love: :love: :love: :love: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:

Thats right Hagan we have 2 all share the luv...............:) :)

(((Huggss)) and gets a basket to put all the lovve in...

There is so much luv up in here :thumbsup: :thumbsup: :thumbsup: