I hate the days that I just feel lonely. Today was one of them. My cousin got married...and in a way it really hurt. I want to get married. I want to be the one that walks down the isle and says 'I DO'. But I still have two years before that will happen. I shouldn't be all sad about it cause I know that one day it will be my turn...I just start feeling lonely. I see everyone with their boyfriends, or their husbands, and I really feel lonely. I miss him so much. I can't wait till this whole thing is over. I need to feel him close to me again...Soon. I really hope time starts going by faster...I just get frustrated.
I just needed to get my feelings out...

Two years isn't a long time to wait for true love. So many people you pass on the street won't have it then or ever. Feel blessed!

I know that I should feel very blessed...there are so many others that have to wait longer than I do. I have alot of respect for those. That gives me more strength to carry on from day to day. It's not that long, and I have to keep telling myself that...it's just that some days suck. I wish I could keep my head up higher like those of you who have to wait longer.

:)You should feel lucky to find someone like him. Even if you wait 2 years it would be worth it. True love comes around once in a life time. He is your one true love. I have a Poem called LOVING A CONVICT it was writing by my fiancee who in Bingham County Jail at the moment and will be going to boise after May 1st. :(

Hang in there you'll be ok...
It will be better when he gets to Boise and you can start visiting him.As time goes by it does seem to get easier;some days are better than others. I could have never made it through without the great support I get here.
Be strong:)
Lynn-Boise