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Lysbeth
05-16-2003, 01:37 AM
Hello & welcome!

My name is Lysbeth and I am the moderator of the Loving a Violent Offender forum here on PTO. This forum was created especially for those whose loved ones are or were incarcerated for violent crimes, in the spirit of discussion, support, fellowship, and healing.

Some of us here most often in this forum are parents of violent offenders, some of us are wives or husbands, some are girlfriends or boyfriends, some are sons or daughters, some are brothers or sisters, some are friends. All of us have one thing in common - we care about someone who is or has been incarcerated for a violent crime. Many of us have been deeply affected by those crimes and their aftermaths - some of us are still struggling to find ways to deal with it, some of us have found some ways to deal with it and hope to help others by sharing our stories and listening to others' stories, as well as dealing with issues such as parole and release and other issues surrounding the incarceration of violent offenders. You will find much caring and supportive fellowship within this forum, and, hopefully, a little (or a lot of) healing as well.

13 years into my journey now with dealing with the aftermath & results of the violent crime committed by a loved one, and well past the worst of the anguish & pain chapters of that journey, I often still find myself continuing to feel "more healed" (for lack of a better phrase) by the understanding and support I have witnessed within this forum, whether it was to me directly or in responses by others to others. Whether you are newly dealing with your situation or have been for years, there is always someone here who pretty much understands EXACTLY what you are going through or have gone through.

You will also find many other PTO folks within this forum who have never been directly affected or known anyone involved with a violent crime - many wonderful people who are simply here because they care, and want to offer support. You need not be a loved one of a violent offender to post in this forum. Those with open minds and caring hearts are always welcome here.

That said... violent crime can sometimes be a controversial issue, and by the very nature of the subject, emotions on opposing ends of the spectrum can sometimes run high. Abuse in this forum of any kind - rude behavior, derogatory statements, harassment of any kind, or any intended or implied behavior that is contrary to the philosophy of PTO in general (a philosophy of non-judgmental support and caring) - will NOT be tolerated. Anyone deemed to be abusive within this site or forum will be immediately asked to leave, and runs the risk of being banned from the PTO site.

I ask all members that happen upon this forum and feels compelled to respond in any manner that does not adhere to PTO's policy of PTO being an environment of support, non-judgment, and understanding of ALL who have an incarcerated loved one, I ask that you please bypass whatever thread is bothering you without comment and move on to another forum on PTO where you may feel more comfortable participating in discussion. Posts that do not follow PTO policies of support and non-judgment will not be tolerated and will be removed.

It is an undeniable fact that violent crime leaves victims and survivors in its wake. This forum does not exist to offend anyone, nor does the fact that participants in this forum care about violent offenders mean that we do not have compassion for victims and survivors of violent crime. I would ask, as moderator of this forum, that anyone who may fall into that category and feel uncomfortable or offended remember that most of us here are survivors of violent crime as well, as the family members and other loved ones of those incarcerated for committing a violent crime. There are many websites online geared towards support of victims and survivors of violent crime, and I will be happy to point anyone uncomfortable or offended by the topics and discussions of the Loving a Violent Offender forum in that direction, just PM me.

In closing, I must say that I am especially thrilled to be the moderator of this forum as it was the very first forum I wandered into on my first day here at PTO, and is probably the biggest reason I continued to stay and become an active PTO member. It's important to me that it's here, and I hope to see it continue to grow and just brim to overflowing, as it so often does, with support and understanding, and NO judgment. :)

I wouldn't dare to suggest that those of us whose loved ones were convicted of violent crimes are so different, nor were our lives any more devastated, than anyone else here on PTO, because it's simply not true. ALL of us here at PTO are pretty much in the same, or similar, boat. We're ALL dealing with, or have dealt with, what I call "the prison thing", whether the actual reasons for having to deal with it were violent or non-violent, and as friends and family members of the incarcerated as well as the formerly or future incarcerated.

But if your loved one is, or was, convicted of a violent crime (in my case, convicted of murder) - then you know all too well that there are SOME things that anyone who hasn't been through the experience themselves couldn't ever 100% fully and truly understand, no matter how much they might try or would like to. The "violent offender" label tends to lead toward a whole 'nother ballgame, so to speak, in the legal system, not only in the beginning with the crime itself and initial proceedings, but for some time to come with issues like parole and release and other (and often long-term) incarceration issues. It can become quite the tangled web - at worst it's a nightmare, at better times it can be simply just oh-so-frustrating and annoying.

And that's what this forum is here for. If you love and care about someone whom the legal system has deemed a violent offender, I can guarantee that you are now in a forum where someone (many, MANY someones!) understands. Feel free to share whatever's on your mind - I can guarantee you someone who's been there, or pretty close, is listening.

Those of you who have struggled or are still struggling with the zillions of issues there can be dealing with loving a violent offender, I hope this will be an oasis and a home of sorts for you, not only for shoulders to lean on and cry on during the bad times, but to share your hopes & joys with us all too. And if you don't know any violent offenders and you're just stopping by to read and lend support, thanks for caring and being here too!

Lys

PattiD1157
06-19-2006, 04:46 PM
Hello everyone!! My name is Patti, I have been with PTO going on 2 years now.My fiance is incarcerated and has been one of the many unfortunate ones that DOC selected as an "out of state transfer".

I live in the northwest. I am a proud mom of 4 and even prouder grandma to 3. I am a PTO Moderator for the following forums: Washington State, Prison Weddings, Husbands and Boyfriends in Prison, Loving a Violent Offender and just recently Legislation and Laws.

I want to encourage all members to never be afraid to ask a question if there is something that you need help with, don't understand or don't know where to find the answer. The Violent Offenders Forum welcomes any and all members. The staff will help you in any way possible. We are one big family and welcome you with open arms. We are all in this together, circumstances may be different for each and every one of us but we are here to offer you support and help you along the way!!

whiskeylullabye
06-21-2006, 10:47 PM
Hey all ya'll! I am a moderator here in the Violent Offender forum, as my boyfriend is a violent offender. I am also a moderator in the Met While Incarcerated Forum and Laws & Legislations.

I'm pretty young, but I won't tell you exactly how young. I am studying criminal justice and I hope to go on to get my Masters degree once I finish my Bachelors. I hope to either work with violent offenders in the prison system, or to work in a crime lab of some sort (big difference I know). I've taken a lot of classes in Criminal Justice and I have read a ton of books on Violent Offenders and they are both things I am very interested in exploring and learning about further.

I hope that you stop by and visit us often and if you ever need anything feel free to ask!

penwife
06-25-2006, 02:55 PM
Hello!!

My name is Ann! I have been a member of PTO for 2 1/2 years!


My Violent Offender is my Husband of 21 years. He is serving a life bid for 2 counts of aggravated Murder.

He had a death penalty trial which resulted in 7 votes for life, 5 votes for death.
It took me a long time to be able to say those words...life bid....death penalty...violent offender...

Before I came to accept my husbands lable of "Violent Offender" I felt these words meant "undeserving" and "unworthy" of support, friendship and understanding.
Well I am here to tell you that these words have no place in my world. That I have come to terms with my husbands crime and I am not ashamed that I have stood by him all of these years.

I love my husband for the man he is. I love my husband for the Man he used to be!!!
He made a mistake....sure it was a huge mistake but I forgive him for that.
I'd love for you, if you are supporting a violent offender, and need some support and understanding without judgement, to come join us at the LAVO.
If you need a place to just kick off your shoes and relax, come join us in our Freedom Cafe thread! We have a great bunch of ppl in there that will make you laugh and smile and sometimes cry.



hugs to all,


Ann

e_wife03
07-02-2006, 05:14 PM
I have been a member of PTO since Jan 2004 and it was a godsend when i did find it.. My husband has been incarcerated since Nov 2002 for a violent offense and if that wasn't hard enough I was 3 1/2 weeks pregnant with our beautiful daughter She is the first and only child for the both of us. It was pretty stressful but I focused on keeping my marriage and family together. For i was like how we all were at one point of time; needed alot of answers to alot of questions. What i found while searching for answers was PTO. After awhile of just sitting in the background I decided to stand up and become a member. I haven't looked back since for here i have met people who not only accepted me as one of their own but as their family. I found many people on here all who had their own separate identity but a common goal and that was support for an incarcerated love one, going in, or on their way out of the system. PTO has thought me the truths and the ups and downs about the system and the people within the system.



Here in this forum we discuss all of the possibilities of the loving a violent offender and how we can make their transition alot easier. Remember you are not alone.. and when you do feel lost or like you and your love is being misundersood we are here for you.

If you ever need assistance feel free to PM any of the staff in this forum