or going on or something. I can't shake it. I am scared to death to check my messages.

I have always had a thing about him. I knew when he was sick. I had dreams about him that came true or were events happening at the time I had the dream.

I just have this really sick feeling. I woke up this morning, crying in my sleep, but I don't recall any dreams. I have had this feeling of dread all day. I have been missing him so bad. I miss his arms around me. Maybe I just have a big crying jag coming on. I usually feel something coming on before my emotions hit me. I think I try to figure them out so I know how to deal with them. Really, I try to hold them back so I don't have to deal with the pain.

I can't help feeling something is wrong.

Luna,
I dont know what to say. You are in my prayers. I know what you mean about having feelings about things that are going on--If you believe in higher powers, Just say a prayer for him and his family.

Take care of YOU!!! Keep taking your meds and keep all of your conseling appointments.

ONE

I wish that I could tell you that everything is alright but honestly i am a big believer in womens intuition.I am very close with my soon to be husband and always have that had gut feeling when something is not well.Hang in there girl, you will get through this felling and I'll keep you and yours in my prayers.

I also believe in womans intuition however in my case it isn't always correct.I had a gut feeling about something regarding my relationship recently and it wasn't right I think it is just the stress,sadness and loss we are going through at least in my case my minds is just all messed up and worst case scenarios were running through my head.

I hope everything is ok Luna and whatever you do take care of YOU

Love ya HUGS

Take care of yourself hon. Maybe you are just so tired and sad that you are having these feelings. But I know what you mean about the feelings, I think we all have those feelings and worries. I'll say a prayer for you

Luna,
I am also a believer of women's intuition. My dreams tell me a lot as well. Before my husband got locked up, I had a dream of hurricanes and tornadoes. When I woke up, I told him something bad was going to happen to us. He said " nothing's gonna happen, just shake it off". Weeks later, he got arrested. Just pray about it and cast your worries to Jesus. Be more alert of your own surroundings and give it to the Lord. I am praying for you.

I have always had dreams that come true. I don't like them. I only have them occasionally. Before I started with all the mental problems, I had them frequently. If I see a face, they usually don't come true. If I don't see a face, that scenario will happen sooner or later. Sometimes it's years.

But Jason was happening frequently. When he went from county to state, I woke up crying, at 6, and I had dreamed he was kissing me and kissing me and wouldn't let me go, the guards had to pull us apart. That afternoon I found out he had been transferred, at 6.

Another one was him standing in his cell and the door was open, but he couldn't walk out. I wrote to tell him about it and got a letter that day saying he was on cell restriction for not waking up for count.

The last one I had, I dreamed that the prison was full of cops and dogs, he was standing against the wall with a guard, and the place was a mess. I wrote and told him about it(I thought it was a riot and I was afraid) and he said 2 hours after he got that letter they tossed cells. That's what I saw. He said, "Your starting to scare me"!

I scare myself. I actually saved my cousin and her family after telling them about a dream. I had had the dream years before, but all the cosmic forces had to mesh.

My mom had dreams and visions, she saved my life twice because of them.

My grandmother knew when my mom died(she was standing by her stove, crying, making two cups of tea, at 3:30 in the morning and said, "I knew you were coming, your mom died"(damn, the hair stood up on my neck!)), and my uncle, before anyone told her.

One time, I was driving and my husband and the kids were in the car. I came to a stop light. It turned green and I felt a hand on my shoulder and heard someone say, "Wait". I turned to my husband and asked him what he said and at that moment a car, with six teens in it, ran that red light doing about 90 miles an hour. There would have been ten dead people. I know it was an angel. There is no other explanation.

I totally believe all of this comes from God, but they can be scary.

Well I just read the post about the guy asking you out and the other guy in prison you are writing---do you think it could be related to one of them?


ONE

Luna, I also knew when my husband was transferred. I woke suddenly at 3:45 am, it's like his mental energy woke me from my sound sleep to tell me. I second guessed myself, thinking "it's too early, they transfer them at 4:15 at the earliest" but i knew. I called at 7 am (i waited to call because i knew it was bad news) and they just said "don't come this weekend because he wont be here". (They couldn't tell me he was gone because he was in the process of being transported and they didn't want a security risk.) I took a sleeping pill. The phone woke me at 11am, his cell mate. He told me they transferred my husband to Cummins (prison). He said, "it's odd though, they woke him early to tell him - 3:45 - they usually come in later"

Call the jail. You need to know what's going on.

I watch my dog with her new puppies and i think "what would happen if THEY denied their instinct?" they wouldn't survive.

:grouphug:

The guy at the prison, I could care less, I was just trying to be nice, but I didn't like that last letter and haven't written back yet and the other guy lives here and I know what the hell he's doing every minute. My kids are here all the time so it isn't them. Jason is the only one out there that anything can happen to right now, and I already know the connection I had with him.

OMG Luna, I've never met anybody who dreams things and they come true. I had a dream about my guy getting knocked out. I was trying to scream to him to "WATCH OUT" and some BIG huge fat guy had a hold of me SO tight I couldn't scream. The night I had the dream, my honey was at a concert. He was in the pit and 3 guys surrounded him. One guy come out of NO WHERE and blasted him up side his head and knocked him out :eek:

I've had a few other dreams as well that have come true. I used to talk to a dream specialists on the internet. I am one who dreams in color and in pain.

Not ALL my dreams come true. THANK GOD. So hopefully, this is the case with you ;)

Stacy

It was a crying jag. Depression. Pain. All of it. I cried for a few hours and threw up and then I called a friend, who has mental health problems, she was on her cell, halfway to Harrisburg, and the first thing she told me to do was breathe. She kept breathing with me and then talked me down. I have been exhausted for the last two days and all I have done is sleep.

Today looks like it is going to be a good day though. One guy, coming to do my weatherization, is sick and won't be coming and the landlords aren't coming until Friday, so I can relax before counceling tomorrow. I am very uncomfortable with strangers around. I am glad that Garrett is here. I can feel safe with him here. He is so quiet, I don't know he is here half the time.