Dinky
03-25-2005, 12:55 AM
Hey everyone!
Yes, it is time for me to move on. I have managed to do six months with him when I realized I just can't do it anymore. It's too painful for me to put my life on hold for a man who'd doing his second prison sentence, all because he made a mistake and accidently drugged my neice. He got two years and I thought I could wait, I thought I loved him that much! But as time has gone on it got harder to go visit him, it got harder to write him, it got harder to talk to him on the phone and that was when I knew I just couldn't do it any longer. We've been through too much, too many fights, too many break ups to try to repair what has been done! Some days are easier than others...... The letters keep coming and even though I put a block on my phone, he got a debit card to keep calling, trying to find out what is going on. I have not written him a break up letter, I simply refuse to give him an explanation as to why I've left, he could never give me an explanation as to why he did what he did, so why should I? I do miss him, and I do still love him but I know that I'm giving up my happiness and my freedom waiting for him! Every day I get just a little bit stronger in this recovering stage of my life! I'm glad I found PTO and I'm so very glad that I have gotten so much support through all of this, I wouldn't know what to do without you all! Thank you so much!
Yes, it is time for me to move on. I have managed to do six months with him when I realized I just can't do it anymore. It's too painful for me to put my life on hold for a man who'd doing his second prison sentence, all because he made a mistake and accidently drugged my neice. He got two years and I thought I could wait, I thought I loved him that much! But as time has gone on it got harder to go visit him, it got harder to write him, it got harder to talk to him on the phone and that was when I knew I just couldn't do it any longer. We've been through too much, too many fights, too many break ups to try to repair what has been done! Some days are easier than others...... The letters keep coming and even though I put a block on my phone, he got a debit card to keep calling, trying to find out what is going on. I have not written him a break up letter, I simply refuse to give him an explanation as to why I've left, he could never give me an explanation as to why he did what he did, so why should I? I do miss him, and I do still love him but I know that I'm giving up my happiness and my freedom waiting for him! Every day I get just a little bit stronger in this recovering stage of my life! I'm glad I found PTO and I'm so very glad that I have gotten so much support through all of this, I wouldn't know what to do without you all! Thank you so much!