I have found myself so sad over Easter just thinking of the fun things we could have done for his kids and nice family day we could of had :( If we were still together we would of done the Easter morning thing with his kids,dinner with his family in the aftrenoon and dinner with mine in the evening like we did for Christmas.
Makes me wonder what if anything he is doing with his kids and how they all are but I can't contact him or his family to ask about them,I just can't.I have to try and stand my ground and keep my distance.

Oh sweetie:( tears for you cus it hurts and I feel it.:cry: You're right to stand your ground...but i know the what-ifs and the could-of-beens will haunt you for awhile. Try to get out and do something fun on Easter...you know one year I went out and bough a whole carton of eggs, and I spent the afternoon coloring them...like a kid. Then after, I went outside and hid them for my daughter (along with the eggs she colored)and some of the neighborhood kids. I felt so much better after. Visit your family, take a walk, and laugh...you'll feel better:)

(((Hugs))) My prayer is for you and your family to have a good day.. It's Easter after all..Gods speed..

Thank you ladies very much.Ya know sometimes I feel like it is getting a little easier but then there are days like today when I can't stop thinking about him and how things could of been,should of been and missing him and us.

I see your many postings and my heart goes out to you. I had to just jump in and give you ************ hugs}}}}}. Sometimes life isn't fair, but you have to do whats right for you.
Take care and God bless.

Oh Cali.
I know how you feel...I fall into the same trap, and get thinking of how we used to be, and the good times..just try to take each day as it comes and journal alot. This is a grieving period we do, and it could last awhile...so try to ride it out....((((Hugs)))).

I know that holidays are extra hard, especially when you are so used to getting alot of little gifts in the mail, like I was. I just keep going on and stayin strong. Lots of hugs just for you Cali! :D

HUGS

Mel

I haven't had to experience this yet, we reconnected around Thanksgiving and were still falling in love around Christmas time. By New Years Eve it was a little roguh but still not too bad. I worry now about three more Christmas' and three New Years Eve's wihtout him and I'm already dreading it. I don't have a family of my own so he is my family now. I'll be back I'm sure to my new PTO family when the time comes. It's almost tomorrow....chin up.

Hey Cali my break up happened before Christmas, so I know how you feel I was so happy when the holidays were over. Take care and keep your chin up! :)

One holiday down thousands more to go!! Hopefully I'll be feeling better by the time my bday rolls around as he and I were making plans for it :( Bah humbug (it's not just for christmas lol)