I am sharing this with you all for the first time. I am not sure what is going on with me right now but I have been having some problems for about 6 months now with very sever migrain headaches to the point of hospitalization and treatment through IV's. I has been very hard on me and has began to take a toll on me physicalally and mentally.

While visiting anthony a on our special visits I has got one of my attacks and was unable to hide the pain from anthony. He was really worried. Until that day he never seen what the headaches have been doing to me..

I the doctor has scheduled some more tests and has found a lump behind my right eye. I found out today so I am a little worried. I am choosing not to tell anthony until I know something else so that he does not worry more then he is already. I have tired to fake it the best I can but the headaches are geting worse and I just can not hide it any more. I go back to the doctor on monday and we are doing more tests. I am scared and just not sure what is going to come of all of this.. Maybe nothing but until I know I am a little worried.

To be honest I want to tell him but I do not want him to worry more if it nothing. So I am dealing with this alone and I am scared.. Sorry to whine but i just wanted to get it off my chest.. Thanks for listening

>>>I do not want him to worry<<<

That's something, only you would know.

If he is one that would get out of hand about something because he can't do anything about it, then telling would cause problems, big time!

On the other hand, it would give him something to deal with besides daily prison life.

Hard call, no answers here, Sorry!

Shortie....
I am sorry to hear you have one more thing on your shoulders right now, hon... I will be praying that you find out it is something simple that can be resolved easily...

Shortie...hang on to us. You've been there for me when I needed you and now it's our turn to be there for you. I am praying for you. I understand your delima about whether to tell him or not. Only you can decide that. However, right now you need to concentrate on yourself. Worrying like that will not help you at all. You are not whinning at all. Keep us up to date, please.......

Love ya
Joy

Just a thought. Maybe he would want to help support you the way husbands do. Just because he is in prison he is still your husband and that is what they are suppose to do.
It is his job.
But that is just me thinking.

Shortie I am so sorry to hear about all this....I am praying for you--be positive!! I agree with Torrey-Anthony is your husband and he loves you--you need to lean on him sometimes no matter where he is. But no matter what we are all here for you and you know if you need anything just give me a call...you have my number right? I am praying for you...would it be alright if I put you on my church's prayer list?? Try and relax (easier said than done I know) keep things as cool as possible and know that we all love ya and are thinking of you!!!

so sorry to hear about all this sweetheart! You know we're here for you. It must be hard to deal with not knowing for another week. Just try to hang in there for a couple more days, ok? and Anthony is your husband so you know best how to handle this, I believe

SHORTIE:

MY PRECIOUS CHILD..... YOU ARE TRYING TO BE SO STRONG HONEY, BUT THERE ARE TIMES THAT WE NEED TO HAVE SOMEONE TO LEAN ON ALSO...... NO ONE KNOWS BETTER THAN YOU WHETHER TO TELL ANTHONY ABOUT THE TESTS OR NOT..... BUT, MAYBE IT WILL HELP HIM TO BE THERE FOR YOU TOO...... NO MATTER HOW STRONG WE ARE, WE ALL NEED HELP AT TIMES FROM THE PEOPLE WE LOVE..... I KNOW THAT ANYTHONY LOVES YOU.... HE SHOULD KNOW THE TRUTH. ALSO, ALL THIS STRESS THAT YOU HAVE BEEN UNDER LATELY WILL CAUSE PHYSICAL PROBLEMS.... IT'S A HARD THING TO UNDERSTAND, BUT STRESS WILL REALLY MAKE US PHYSICALLY SICK.....

PRAY EACH DAY.... PUT THIS IN GOD'S HANDS.... HE WILL TAKE CARE OF IT FOR YOU......

YOU ARE SO PRECIOUS...... MY PRAYERS ARE ALSO WITH YOU.

MY LOVE
DONNA

SHORTIE-I WISH I COULD GIVE YOU A BIG HUG RIGHT NOW GIRL!!!! IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU NEED ONE.FIRST OFF-ANTHONY IS YOUR HUSBAND AND EVEN IF HE IS IN PRISON-I'M SURE HE FEELS LIKE HE WANTS TO GIVE YOU THE SUPPORT THAT YOU'VE BEEN GIVING HIM.SECOND-I FEEL FOR YOU ON THE MIGRAINE THING- I'VE HAD SOME MY SELF-AND THEY ARE HORRIBLE!!! I KNOW IT WOULD BE EASY TO TELL YOU NOT TO WORRY-BUT THATS EASIER SAID THEN DONE. I JUST FOUND OUT THAT I HAVE A TUMOR IN MY EAR AND WHILE I WAS WAITING FOR THE RESULTS I WORRIED TO THE POINT THAT I COULDN'T PARTICIPATE IN EVERYDAY LIFE-AND IN THE END IT ALL HAS TURNED OUT OK-OR ATLEAST SOMETHING I CAN DEAL WITH. I'M SURE YOU HEARD THE SAYIN 'WHAT DOESN'T KILL US MAKES US STRONGER' AND I KNOW THAT WHAT EVER GOD BRINGS YOUR WAY- YOU WILL DEAL WITH.I'LL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS-AND TELL ANTHONY!!! ITS OK TO NEED HIM RIGHT NOW-I KNOW HE WILL BE THERE THE BEST HE CAN FOR YOU!!BYE FOR NOW..........JENNIFER

"BE NOT ANXIOUS ABOUT TOMORROW. DO TODAY'S DUTY,FIGHT TODAYS BATTLE,AND DONOT WEAKEN AND DISTRAUGHT YOURSELF BY LOOKING FORWARD TO THINGS WHICH YOU CANNOT SEE AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND IF YOU SAW THEM" CHARLES KINGSLEY

Shortie,
This is not whining. I can't believe you have been dealing with this yourself. I don't know what kind of relationship you and Anthony truly have but if it were me I would tell him. It will probably upset him more later, when he finds out you didn't tell him.

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

SHORTIE-FIRST OFF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU SO I'M NOT EVEN GOING TO SAY THAT...

KNOW THAT WE ARE HERE FOR YOU THROUGH ALL OF THIS-OF COURSE IT IS YOUR DECISION IF YOU TELL ANTHONY OR NOT BUT FROM WHAT YOU HAVE TOLD US ABOUT HIM I FEEL HE WOULD WANT TO KNOW AND WOULD BE SUPPORTIVE OF YOU. SURE HE WOULD WORRY, BUT HE IS YOUR HUSBAND AND HE WOULD WORRY IF HE WERE IN PRISON OR OUT HERE. I KNOW RON TELLS ME ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS TO HIM IS THAT HE FEELS A PART OF WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY AND THE GIRLS' LIFE--JUTS SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT IT. I AM PRAYING FOR YOU, AND PLEASE LET US KNOW AS SOON AS YOU FIND OUT MORE. TAKE CARE

SHERRI

Shortie,
As the others said, we are all here for you, lean on us!!!
I think you should weigh the pro's and con's about telling him and then decide. I have a big mouth and tell my guy everything, sometimes later on I realize I should have thought about it first because he gets upset and worries cause he can't be here. Other times I am so happy that I got it off my chest and told my best friend. The one person in this world that I can always turn to for comfort. He always makes me feel better no matter how much he is hurting. Think about it girl. Maybe you should wait until you find something out this way if need be you can tell him what it is, or if it's nothing you can tell him everythings fine after the fact.
My prayers are with you!

Well I am crying pretty hard right now. Anthony does know that I am having problems with these headaches. I got a letter last night from him and he was saying that that he wants me to make sure that I go to the doctor and so we can find our what is going on with our headaches.. I can not help but want to run to him and just cry for awhile. I am so scared and just want him to be with me right now.. My doctor moved up some of the tests to tomorrow because she is worried about the extreme nature of the headaches and how often and how long they are lasting.

I had to go to the er last night and get IV meds. They admitted me and let me go this afternoon after they got the headache under control and monitored me for awhile ago. They go an emergency phone call to Anthony to let him know that I was in the ER. I know that he is just sick right now. I called the chaplin and left a message for him to tell Ant that I got home and that I am ok.

They did a cat scan again last night and have scheduled the MRI for tomorrow. I have to be careful they said and no stress or any major changes right now. I have to eat a bland diet and no exercise do to the stress. So I am pretty bored but I will manage.

Tomorrow is the Nat'l Day of prayer so I am going to get some extra prayer in and just trust God. Can you just pray for me and for my fear to subside. Also if I could ask could you pray for anthony so he does not worry to much. Thanks everyone.. Love ya

Shortie... you and anthony are in my prayers every day these days, but I will be sure to say a few extras....

Hey short stuff, me got's a idea.......ouch, that's mess'n with me brain there.

Get in a HOT bubbly bath (I know you girls likes the bubbly stuff) and think about the funnest show/program you've seen lately. Then relax with the music you like.

Then you can tell hubby about having nothing on, except the bubbly stuff and see if he can figure out what you were doing.

Ah, the fun games two can play ~BG~

MY PRAYER FOR SHORTIE & ANTHONY:


DEAR FATHER IN HEAVEN:


I ASK FOR YOUR BLESSINGS ON DEAR SHORTIE AND HER HUSBAND ANTHONY. THESE TWO ARE TRULY YOUR CHILDREN, FATHER.. PLEASE PUT YOUR SHIELD BETWEEN SHORTIE AND ANY MORE HURT OR SICKNESS FOR THE TIME BEING. SHE HAS TRULY HAD ALL SHE NEEDS AND SO HAS ANTHONY... LET THESE TWO PRECIOUS PEOPLE HAVE A LITTLE PEACE IN THEIR LIVES AT THIS POINT... HELP THEM TO HAVE STRENGTH, FATHER AND BLESS THEM. PUT YOUR LOVING ARMS AROUND THEM AND HOLD THEM TIGHT. THEY REALLY NEED YOU RIGHT NOW.

I LOVE THEM BOTH, FATHER, AND I ASK THESE THINGS VERY HUMBLY IN THE NAME OF OUR BROTHER, JESUS CHRIST.


AMEN

Sounds like you have good Doctors that are checking everything out. As soon as they isolate the problem they will fix you up good as new.
At least you have a medical team that is concerned about your health and are testing you.

I had a lady at work that kept going in for severre headaches and they wouldn't help her. Bless her heart it was her Dentist that diagnosed her brain tumor. Her face and tongue would go numb so she thought it was her teeth. She had a tumor as big as an orange behind her eye. IF they would have MRI her at the beginning it would have been so much easier.

She is fine now. You will be too because they are checking you early.

ANY NEWS SHORTIE? I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU!!! PLEASE LET US KNOW HOW YOU ARE DOING. wE LOVE YOU!!! YOU AND ANT ARE IN MY PRAYERS!!

SHERRI

SHORTIE:

ARE YOU ALRIGHT..... I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU SO MUCH THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS....

MY LOVE TO YOU

DONNA

me too...how are oyu doing girl?

Sorry I did not get on for awhile I was trying but unable to keep my head up. I am doing ok for the moment. I do not have a headache right now. It is the 1 st day in almost 3 weeks straight. What a blessing and much needed relief. I can count my blessings and often do.. Maybe we will have some more answers next week. I sure hope so. Anthony is really worried so I am going to try to go see him on Sunday if I feel up to it. Just to get out of the house and to let him know that I am alright.

I went and saw anthony. He was doing really good until he asked me what the doctors said. He was frustrated cuz he knew I wanted to tell him something and would not do it. I told him I wanted to wait until after tomorrow and let him know. He asked me to tell him what I knew cus there is no way that I have been going to the doctor with this type of headaches and still have no answers. So i broke down and started to cry and he knew it was hard for me..

I told him what the doctor told me and told him not to worry just yet it could be nothing. He looked up and said God you better not take her from me now, I need her and she needs me. I asked me if I was scared and I said more then I have ever been in my whole life.

He was upset and was hurt that I did not tell him as soon as I found out. I told him I did not want him to stress if it was nothing. He said he wants to know, remember no secrets!! I told him I am so used to having to do everything on my own it was hard to know when to tell him and I apologized for not telling him sooner.. He was understanding about it but is very worried. Which I understand cuz I am too..

Shortie... I know being the strong woman you are you are used to carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders... but remember that as much as Ant is your husband, you are his wife... as much as you worry about him, he worries about you... and as much as you want to share in everything that is his life, he wants to share yours.... Just as you are a strong woman, he is a strong man. This is one of those things that BOTH of you need to go through TOGETHER... it's too heavy for you to carry alone.... You've got lots of prayers going for you.... You will make it through this together, hon.. I know it!! Hang in there girl!!

shortie-hang in there girl-we all love you and God does too! let us know as soon as you know something-i'm praying for you

i WILL KNOW MORE TOMORROW I AM HOPING. WE HAVE OUR MRI AND THEY SOULD TELL ME SOMETHING.

Hey girl, I'm glad you told Ant.. Use his strength now as he has used yours when he needed it. That is what love is all about. Let us know the results. You hang in there. You have everyone's support here so don't think you have to go through this by yourself.

Hang in there
Joy

we know you are a very strong woman, but sometimes it's just to hard to carry something on your own. Although Ant is worried, I think you feel kinda reliefed? Hang in there, still got my fingers crossed for the outcome!

HOPE THINGS ARE BETTER...... LOVE YOU MUCH LITTLE GIRL..... HOW ARE THE HEADACHES? LET ME HEAR FROM YOU.


MY PRAYERS
DONNA

Please keep us informed. We love and need you here. Let us know if there is anything we can do. Tell Ant to pray for you both. Make sure that someone who is around you there lets us know what is going on if you are unable to do so. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Hey shortie, wondering how you are doing. Let me know i I can help you in any way!

It's my turn, kinda feel'n down today.

My cat, Squeaker, past on last night. When I got up this morning he was laying on his pillow and never woke up. He was a big boy 22# and I don't think I'll find another one for he had too really work at making a noise and that was just fine with me!!

Don't think I want another one??

BRay...
I am so sorry to hear about your loss... I am a cat person too (I have three, SA is 5, Destiny is 2 and my baby Luci is 3 months).... They are my family and I know I would be devastated to lose one of them....
Take time for your heart to heal....

SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR LOSS. IT IS ALWAYS HARD TO LOSE A PET.

OK WENT TO THE DOCTOR AND THEY DREW BLOOD AND THEN I HAD MY MRI. IT WAS HARD TO LAY THERE LIKE THAT. THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT I MADE IT THROUGH THE PROCESS AND WAS RELIEVED TO BE DONE. APPRENTLY THE MRI JUST AT A GLANCE SHOWED THE SAME SPOT BEHIND MY LEFT EYE NEXT TO MY BRAIN.

SO I AM SCHEDULE TO GET THE RESULTS ON THURSDAY AND MET WITH A NUREOLOGEST ON FRIDAY. SO THEY ARE MOVING PRETTY FAST WHICH IS NICE. THEY STOPPED ALL MY PREVIOUS MEDS AND PUT ME ON A BETA BLOCKER AND IMATREX SHOTS WHEN NEEDED UNTIL I GO ON FRIDAY. NO STRESS AND NO CAFFINE. WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS LATER ON THIS WEEK. I AM GETTING READY TO SIT DOWN AND WRITE ANTHONY AND LET HIM KNOW.

Ok, can handle the no caffine part. However, on the stress part, did you tell the Doc that you have to deal with the Texas Justice System? :D

lmao THANKS FOR THE LAUGH YOU ARE ALWAYS GOOD FOR ONE A DAY... NO I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT PART OOPS..:)

Hey short stuff, that's pertty good news that they are nailing things down. That must be a relief in it's self.

Shortie-I am glad that you got through the test well and will be praying for you..please let us know what happens as soon as you can..we all worry about you! We Love You! Hang in there!

BRay- I am sorry for your loss of your furry friend...My sister runs a no-kill animal shelter o of the land that I live on so I know how special cats can be.they seems to all have their own personalities..let me know if you ever want another..

SHORTIE-DITTO-WE LOVE YOU AND ARE PRAYING FOR THE BEST!!

BRAY-SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT SQUEAKER- I LOST MY CAT ROCKY SEVERAL YEARS AGO-HAVE ANOTHER ONE NOW MY KIDS NAMED SNOWBALL ( I CALL HIM PSYCHO) BUT HE WILL NEVER FILL ROCKY'S SPOT IN MY HEART..

what was so neat about Squeaker, he had to work at making a sound and that just fit my personality to a "T". He adopted me about two years ago, came right in the back door and stayed.

sorry to hear about Squaker, BRay. But I'm sure he had a great life! 22 years is a nice age for a cat!

Well I got hit hard today with a headache and I am pretty sick right now but just trying to take my mind off of it.. I got sick last night too.. this sucks.. Sure wish I could get back to normal..

Hey Shortie! I am praying for you girl! TRY to get as much rest as you can....leave all the worrying to us! I hope you start feeling better soon!!

WE'RE STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU DAILY SHORTIE--AND WE ARE EXPECTING A DAILY REPORT ON HOW YOU ARE OKAY?? TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF THE BEST YOU CAN AND LET US KNOW IF THERE IS ANYTHING I CAN DO.

Just wanted to check in and see if you got any results and how you are doing?? Sending you lots of love and good thoughts and prayers!! We love you and hope you get better ASAP!

still no news but the nurologist called and they want to so some dye test in my neck and head. i have to go get it done on the the 15th at 3:45p

You know if there is anything I can do to help you - just let me know! I will be praying for you! Hang in there!!

HOPE IT GOES WELL ON THE 15TH SHORTIE- ILL BE THINKING ABOUT YA!!

Same goes for me Shortie...I will be thinking about you as well!!

Take care!
D

WISHING YOU THE BEST SHORTIE

Well Sherri you wanted a daily update huh.. I am going to try. Today was not a really good day for me. I am just trying to hang in there and just stay positive.

The MRI confrims the spot or mass as the the doctor called it behind my left eye. I have to go in on Tuesday and get the official results he asked me to bring someone with me.. So that can only make me worry more.. I was doing fine and now I am scared really bad.. I am going to see anthony on sun so that I can talk to him and just get some support from him..

I am just going to stay positive and keep my spirits up as best as I can

Shorty-
I am wishing you the best with this. Just remeber that if this somehow turns into something they have to operate on, there is a new non-invasive neurological surgury using lasers out.
I hope it doesn't go that way.

I DID NOT KNOW THAT BUT THANK YOU FOR SHARING THAT WITH ME IT MAKES ME FEEL A LITTLE BETTER. THE IDEA OF NEEDED SURGERY DOES NOT SOUND GOOD TO ME.. :(

OFTEN THE WORRYING IS WORSE THAN THE OUTCOME-HANG IN THERE AND DONT LET YOUR MIND WANDER TOO MUCH-WHATEVER THE NEWS, WE WILL BE HERE FOR YOU

Shortie, do you still go on the 15th for that dye test? If you do, make sure that you aren't allergic to Iodine. My mom had this test, and she was allergic, but the test is how they found out. She had a terrible reaction.

My prayers are with you daily, I agree with Sherry in that there are non-invasive surgeries they can do now. Isn't modern medicine wonderful? Please, please keep us updated on the outcome.

Love you girl,
Tracy

SHORTIE SWEETHEART:

MAY GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU WEDNESDAY.... MY PRAYERS WILL ALL GO TO YOU ON THAT DAY... I KNOW THAT GOD WILL PROTECT YOU.... KEEP THE FAITH CHILD.... YOU ARE A SPECIAL CHILD OF GOD...

MY LOVE
DONNA

THANKS EVERYONE ONLY A FEW MORE DAYS TO WAIT.. i AM TRYING TO STAY POSSIVE AND JUST KNOW THAT I AM NOT IN CONTROL OF WHAT HAPPENS AND STRESSING ABOUT IT DOES NOT HELP

I know what you're going through. I have Ulcerative Colitis which affects the intestines, the colon, joints, and causes me to get migraines during attacks. I usually don't talk to people about it but I'm so comforatable here.

It sounds as if it's a medical condition. Did the doctor let you know what the lump was behind your eye? I hope it's nothing bad. Keep us posted.

Shortie,

I don't know you very well but that doesn't mean that I don't want too and that I am not concerned about you. I will keep you in my thoughts and ask the Universe to keep you safe and strong.

By the way I am glad you told Anthony.

BRay I am sorry about the loss of your cat, I have 8 of them not counting the strays I feed and 3 dogs. Loss is always difficult.

Morrigan

I also suffer with severe migrains , I know the horrible pain.
I'm praying for you Shorty.

Shortie--what's going on?? everything ok? Am very worried because I didnt get a call from you yesterday....please let us know what is happening..I am worried about you girl!

Sorry to make you worry Amelia. No I am not alright but I am going to be. I am really upset and not sure what direction to go in right now.. I have a quarter size lump behimd my left eye. I was told it was a growth of some kind. I am scared and not doing well at all.. Sorry I did not call just wanted to absorb what the doctor said..

Sorry i did not mean to enter yet..

Well I am scared the doctor said it is possibly a cyst worst case is a tumor. He is comparing the dye test to the privous tests.. I am so scared. I am all poked up from all these tests and still not sure what is going on.. He thinks it is a cyst but he is not confident diagonosis it yet..

thanks for everyone who has been praying for me. i appreciate it..

also thanks for sharing you stories with me.. it does make me not stress as bad. now i just have to tell anthony

Shortie, My prayers will be with you and anthony! Just let him know what the doctor says and let him be there for you! Even though Larry is in prison, his encouragement and strength have helped me through some very hard and troubling situations,even though we only see each other once a week, he's always here with me in my heart as one! LOL Penny

I'm glad you finally told us. I have been waiting to hear. Hopefully the Doctor is right and it is only just a cyst which can be easily taken care of. When will you know for sure? I wish I could be down there to help with your kids and stuff. I know it is hard trying to deal with your husband, the kids, the job and stuff.

You take care of yourself ok?

Love ya
Joy

RIP Squecker...

GOD IS HOLDING YOUR HAND SHORTIE.... HE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU....

IT HAS TO BE A CYST.... MY PRAYERS ARE EVERY HOUR FOR YOU AND ANTH BOTH...

LOVE YA GIRL!!!

DONNA

I am glad to hear from you shortie--I am sure it is probably a cyst...positive thoughts are important...Expect a Miracle! you know i am praying for you ...anything I can do to help let me know...Love Ya!

well no word from the nurologist today. :( i am wondering what is going on.. i am getting the headaches pretty strong again.. I am just trying to stay focused and be positive at the same time.. Each day that passes is another gift from God in my eyes..

OK folks, how are we going to get shortie and her man together, so he can do his thing, with his "thingie" and I bet them headache would be gone in a few heart beats!

But there again, it might take a few round robbins to get the job done properly? I'm sure he wouldn't mind putting in the EXTRA effect to insure a complete recovery. :D

that is so true. i had to laugh and just smile at the thought. it is going to happen and hopefully he will make parole in dec of this year. after a few days I am sure we will come up for some air and I will let you all know that they are taken care of.. ;) :)

>>>i had to laugh and just smile at the thought<<<

Well, da ole goat got another AT-A-BOY with that post.

I think I can speak for the group here........when that "situation" transpire's, we would think......... by the 2nd or 3rd Wedsday............. of the WEEK, we M_I_G_H_T hear a word or two from y'all??????????????? ~BG~

LOL ant and i talked about that today.. He was laughing.. I had a really good visit with him and just really look forward to seeing his face this december without the bars and walls in our way.. I just keep up my faith and pray that God will give the parole board the ability to see that Anthony is really committed to changing his life.. and has made great strides at it so far..

SHORTIE-KEEP THE FAITH-IT WILL ALL WORK OUT

Shortie, I hope and pray that everything works out for you.

SO FAR GIRL, YOU AND ANTH HAVE THE WORLD AT YOUR FEET. JUST THINK, DECEMBER, HE WILL BE WITH YOU.... HE CAN PUT HIS ARMS AROUND YOU AND HUG YOU 24 HOURS A DAY...

GOOD LUCK AND GOD BLESS

DONNA

i sure hope that it true.. dec is going to be a sad month if he is denied

That's true, but try to think happy thoughts :) it'll all turn out for the best in the end. By the way, did you now get the letter I emailed you?

THINK POSITIVE AND REMEMBER HAPPINESS IS A PATH, NOT A DESTINATION.

I am and just really trying to stay positive and think about the best outcome.. that is all that I can do right now.

HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND AWHILE SHORTIE- DID I MISS THE OUTCOME? HOW YOU DOIN GIRL?

no i have not really been around either. there is still no outcome. they are not talking to me just set me up with this other specialist in houston. so i am not sure what is going on. just want some answers.

Let me know if you need anything or any kind of help-just let me know. When you get this all strightened out we are going to the beach and have some relaxation--you deserve it!

that would be really nice to get away. thanks we will have to set that up.. Let me know when and I am there..

HANG IN THERE SHORTIE-WE LUV YA

thanks everyone i really appreciate it.