Jason got a letter today telling him his parental rights have been terminated. For those who know, he has a daughter in foster care and they want to adopt her. Well, they told her Grandma that she basically had a snowballs chance in he!! of getting her, so she dropped it.

Well I found out today that she ran away from the foster home on Monday and no one has seen her. I have been praying and crying all day. When she found out that they severed Jason's rights too, she knew he had run and broke parole and was using again. She was waiting for her dad to get her. She is probably losing it. She worships her father and she thought he was going to do it this time. A 14 yo can't understand the power of heroin. He chose drugs over her and that is all she knows. He never tried. She is probably devastated. I hope she is with friends. Her Grandma and me think she may be trying to get here, with family. The first thing I asked was if she had access to any money. She is pretty smart and streetwise, but I am still scared for her. She has all our numbers and we're hoping she'll call someone.

Her Grandma is ready to fly anywhere to get her. She is calling her lawyer and find out what, if any grounds she has to get custody of her. I told her this changes everything. They will put her in juvie if they find her, and maybe she will have a crack at getting her now.

She was waiting for her dad. His sister is in a rage :angry: . His mother just wants to slap him. She said, "God forbid, anything happens to her".

I went to this guys house I know he has contact with and told him if he knows how to get a hold of him to tell him to call me right away.

In the back of my mind, I am wondering if he had enough time to get out there, and he might have her. He knew she was going to be adopted and I had told his PO he might head out there. The mother is crazy enough to go along. She lives out there too. Her rights were terminated too. She'd do anything for Jason. If he is looking to start over somewhere else?, I think he would. He swore he wasn't going back to prison, and everyone has disowned him. But since his rights are terminated wouldn't that be kidnapping?

All I do is pray for them and ask God to send his guardian angels.

Oh no, yes I think it would be kidnapping and if they leave the state I believe thats even worse. I pray he doesnt have her and she is hanging out with some friends trying to sort all of this out in her head. I will add her to my prayer list.

Keep us posted. Luna, how are you handling all of this? Please take care.
ONE

Sending a prayer for his daughter and for you as well Luna,also lots of love and hugs coming your way.Please keep posting about all of it,it helps ever so slightly to just get it all out
Love you

She is okay! She ran to her mother(which in itself shows how desparate she was because as far as she is concerned she doesn't have a mother)! Her mother kept her for four days and was telling everyone she didn't know where she was. Well come to find out that this foster family she is with, the grandfather is under investigation for molestation, and she(the foster mother) took off for 2 weeks and left all these kids with the grandparents. How these kids are even in that home is what I wonder? None of them should be there under those circumstances. Jason's mom called a lawyer and they are going to get her back one way or another.

Jason got the message I left and called here at 1 in the morning. My answering machine got it. He was screaming and swearing at me calling me all kinds of names. He totally put me right back with my ex again. His mom was talking me down and I took a couple of meds and slept all day. I can't handle being called names like that. His mom said if you even hear his voice, erase it, don't listen to it. He calls, hang up on him. She has been doing this for twenty five years and said that is all you can do. When he is using, he has no conscience or control. He doesn't care about anyone but himself and that next fix. She said he knows you love him and he is going to hurt you the only way he knows how and this is it, because of what I went through with my ex. She said he is so mad because he thought he had me and I would live with the bullshit, the drugs and the other women. What the hell does he take me for? Love doesn't go hand in hand with stupid, at least with me. I didn't stick the damn needle in his arm or his d##k into the other woman. He can bite me.

Luna,
I am so glad his daughter is ok! I hope the grandmother is able to get her. I am so sorry that he is doing this to you. He is sick and I know you realize it. I am so happy you got him our of your house away from your kids.

Take care. We love you and are always here to help you.
ONE

Thank God the little one is alright. I hope all of this will end soon and you can get about the business of living again. You're such a good person with the biggest heart in the world. I pray for you and your loved ones.

Thinking of you,
Patty